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Oh nice, now I learned how to color the text and everything, hahahaha, lol. I've decided to use this as some kind of diary, that way I'll learn how to use it, and will always have a place to vent, hehehe. It was really good writing all that yesterday, made me feel better. I could have talked to someone, like I always do, or I could have written on paper, but I don't know, it's different here, better somehow.
Anyway, today. It was really sucky in the morning, cause I had the wrong time written down, it said 11:10am, but when I got there, no, classes start at 11am *pout*, which means when I got there the class was a mess already and stayed that way for the almost two hours I was there, ugh, fuck it. Last time I was with this group of students last week I thought things were getting better with them, but it was shit today, they just couldn't bother looking at me, let alone listening to me, it sucked sucked sucked, at one point I just told one student to go and write all the answers on the board for them to copy, they wouldn't participate or pay attention anyway, all they care about is having everything ready, so ok, if they wanna be stupid, who am I to stop them, go to hell them all.
I'm gonna call my jobs job#1 and job#2. Job#2 is in the morning, high school. Job#1 is in the afternoon, ESL school. So, in the afternoon I guess it was ok, I took them to the computer lab for their writing activities, that's something I always like to do. Plus, these ones aren't so bad, specially when the noisiest of them is absent, they're actually good for the most part. And then after them, there are the kids. Sometimes I feel like I'm kind of over that class, cause I've been teaching them for over a year, that's not something I like, you know. I think we should have the class for a year, than change, we need a break from the students and they need a break from us, otherwise the things that annoy you in some of them just get more and more annoying. Anyway, I tried to play a game with them....it was somewhat ok.....but like I said, I'm tired it's like I don't know how to do anything new anymore, it's like I've done everything I know with them, played all the games I know, and now I just can't think of any cool new stuff, and honestly, I can't really be bothered to do so, most of the time.....it's frustrating, and very boring, actually. But meh, frustration and boredom is something I'm kind of already used to in teaching, anyway *rolleyes* On the bright side, this is something so tiny, but it's something that always makes me happy, a student from 7th grade saw me walking out and she just ran from where she was sitting to hug me, that was so cute, awwww. That was the same student who gave me stickers when I told her it was my last day teaching her class, she's so sweet. These are some of the great things that happen sometimes, and when they do, I can forget about the suckiness for a while at least *sigh*
On other stuff, not work related: 1) it's too hot. And 2) as always, I don't know what I should do right now (it's 2am) - watch some more Seinfeld, read some more Twilight, or read this textbook that's right next to me? I'll probably go with Seinfeld, as always, lol.
And I've spent quite sometime squeeeeeeeeing over the new Hugh/Lisa ET photobooth segment, gosh, I have to keep reminding myself that I canNOT ship them, but they make it almost impossible *thud*