we already know each oddas names
i've decided to write a new journal entry since its been about a month and 10 days since i've updated. i like the new journal layout, even tho i didnt make it. and i think i will keep it for a while. the weather has been so great lately. the suns been out everyday for like 2 weeks or something. or 3. and i tanned a lot for the first week or two, but i havent been out lately. and its safe to say, im really white again.
when i signed on to myspace today, i was pleased to find out that heather got myspace again. i was so excited. i seriously think about her everyday but, for whatever reason, am always to scared to call her.i really want to. maybe myspace will bridge the communication gap long enough for me to get the nerve to call her. we'll see.
for once, i am really proud of myself (for getting the job at NorthBay). i know it sounds lame, but like everything i've done, i've never thought i'd done anything special. you know? and like in a way, ive kinda dreaded people from high school asking me what i've been doing lately because i'd felt like i hadnt done anything. i would always say "no, i didnt go to new york. i went to school here and graduated, but no, im not working." and i kinda felt like a failure. but while everyone else that i went to school with is still in school and working part-time jobs, i feel like im doing something that i am proud of. i'm 18 years old and have started my career. please dont think that im conceited. cuz im not. just proud.
i got my belly button pierced last week and i love it. i know that its not a big deal because who doesnt have their belly button pierced? but i still like it. and its like the first time my moms ever just let go and let me do something that i wanted.
and no entry can be complete without the mention of the boy toy. if anyone cares, he's great. i miss him. and love him. and wanna hug him. etc. i love him. cuz he's butt.
when i signed on to myspace today, i was pleased to find out that heather got myspace again. i was so excited. i seriously think about her everyday but, for whatever reason, am always to scared to call her.i really want to. maybe myspace will bridge the communication gap long enough for me to get the nerve to call her. we'll see.
for once, i am really proud of myself (for getting the job at NorthBay). i know it sounds lame, but like everything i've done, i've never thought i'd done anything special. you know? and like in a way, ive kinda dreaded people from high school asking me what i've been doing lately because i'd felt like i hadnt done anything. i would always say "no, i didnt go to new york. i went to school here and graduated, but no, im not working." and i kinda felt like a failure. but while everyone else that i went to school with is still in school and working part-time jobs, i feel like im doing something that i am proud of. i'm 18 years old and have started my career. please dont think that im conceited. cuz im not. just proud.
i got my belly button pierced last week and i love it. i know that its not a big deal because who doesnt have their belly button pierced? but i still like it. and its like the first time my moms ever just let go and let me do something that i wanted.
and no entry can be complete without the mention of the boy toy. if anyone cares, he's great. i miss him. and love him. and wanna hug him. etc. i love him. cuz he's butt.