Dec 25, 2003 22:56
convo between me and emily. i just cant take this shit. im sorry everything is my fault. just hate me blame it on me tell everyone it was my fault and you can move on. ok? fuck the world.
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: hi
oogiesboys1371: still think im a bitch*
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: no
oogiesboys1371: really? you change your mind fast
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: no its not that
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: i just didnt mean it
oogiesboys1371: you said it twice
oogiesboys1371: must have meant something
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: i was mad
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: u were assuming things
oogiesboys1371: and calling me a bitch helps
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: i was upset
oogiesboys1371: what was i assuming that you didnt cae, cause all you ever say is ok. that doesnt make me feel like you care very much
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: i dont kno wut else to say
oogiesboys1371: you could at least act like you care
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: but i dont kno wut to say
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: i hate when people are sad and wut not
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: i just cant think of wut to say
oogiesboys1371: i mean it seems like im your ex best friend and so it doesnt matter that im moving
oogiesboys1371: whoop dee do youll find another one
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: thats not
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: it
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: see ur assuming
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: and i HATE when people play these no one caressss games
oogiesboys1371: no im not im telling you exactly how i feel
oogiesboys1371: that how i feel ok
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: well im sry
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: because u kno people will care
oogiesboys1371: you make me feel like a piece of shit
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: u kno i will care and cry and be sad
oogiesboys1371: that no one wants
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: and u kno sally will
oogiesboys1371: like i dont matter
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: HOW how do i make u feel like that rachel
oogiesboys1371: that im here for your diposal
oogiesboys1371: when you need me im here but if i ever need anything god forbide you should spend time helping me
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: thats n0t it
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: will u stop assuming things
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: im sry i dont kno how to help people that well
oogiesboys1371: im not assuming
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: u are
oogiesboys1371: im telling you how you make me feel
oogiesboys1371: i dont assume the way i feel
oogiesboys1371: i know exactly how i feel
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: well im sry thats how u geel
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: cus its not tru
oogiesboys1371: it is true
oogiesboys1371: dont you see it
oogiesboys1371: i have let you tear me apart with you ditching me
oogiesboys1371: and im finally done
oogiesboys1371: so merry fucking christmas you just lost a friend
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: no
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: i dont get it
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: i dont ditch u
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: i TRY and spend time with u
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: like last night i reallyy wanted u 2 come
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: but u didnt
oogiesboys1371: i couldnt
oogiesboys1371: my mom forgot perople were coming
oogiesboys1371: and that was once
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: so
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: i dont understand why u think we shouldnt be friends
oogiesboys1371: you had the street fair the concert that night at chruch
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: concert?
oogiesboys1371: because you have ditched me and ive asked you to stop becuase it hurts like a bitch but you keep doing it and im done i dont need shit with my family and my friends
oogiesboys1371: the three days grace concert
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: i have stoped
oogiesboys1371: no you havent
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: i didnt feel good
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: so i didnt wanna go to the fuckin street fair
oogiesboys1371: you never feel good
oogiesboys1371: your always sick or something comes up or some one is more fun or more important
oogiesboys1371: its like im a last resort
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: w.e.
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: i dont understand why u feel like that
oogiesboys1371: im telling you how you make me feel
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: since ur my fucking best friend
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: but w.e.
oogiesboys1371: you wouldnt do this to your best friend
oogiesboys1371: and i thought you didnt have a best friend
oogiesboys1371: twice you have told me tht
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: i have 3 bf's
oogiesboys1371: and twice i have dealt with the pain of losing someone i trusted
oogiesboys1371: but i always trust you again
oogiesboys1371: and i always get burned
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: w.e. rachel
oogiesboys1371: well i dont enjoy the pain anymore. im sorry
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: somthing is wrong in ur life and ur taking it out on me
oogiesboys1371: i know i have hurt you too but im drawing the liner
oogiesboys1371: line
oogiesboys1371: no emily
oogiesboys1371: this cant be blamed on my life
oogiesboys1371: my christmas already sucks
oogiesboys1371: dont try to blame this on me
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: well this came outta nowhere
oogiesboys1371: its your fault too
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: and it aint my fault
oogiesboys1371: just because you believe in god doesnt make you perfect
oogiesboys1371: i said too mean also
oogiesboys1371: it didnt come out of nowhere
oogiesboys1371: you called me a bitch twice today and now im done trusting you
oogiesboys1371: im done trusting everyone but matt and sally
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: I NEVER FUCKIN SAID I WAS PERFECT
oogiesboys1371: but you blamed it on my life
oogiesboys1371: my like is fucked up yea i noticed but fucking everyth9ing isnt my fault
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: i said ur taking somthing out on me
oogiesboys1371: somthing is wrong in ur life and ur taking it out on me
oogiesboys1371: in my life
oogiesboys1371: yea it is
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: w.e.
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: i cant take this anymore
oogiesboys1371: and you dont know the half of what went on today and yesterday or how much it hurt
oogiesboys1371: but you dont cae
oogiesboys1371: care
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: i do care
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: ur ASSUMING i dont
oogiesboys1371: so im going...if your ever sorry then call or something
oogiesboys1371: but im leaving because i have my best friend over
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: i am sry
oogiesboys1371: bye
FuTuRe MaRiLyN03: i said i was sry
rachel