kinda crappyness

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i said i wasnt mad and i wasnt mad. more hurt. that once again im left alone. my mom told me that i shouldnt expect much anymore so i dont, i expect nothing. if she wants to hang out ok if she wants to do stuff ok but i no longer expect her to do stuff with me. by lowering my expectations i am lowering my chances of getting hurt. i still went to the street fair and i got some presents. i got carolinas and i got my mom jen and my grandma half of theirs. i got my grandpa his present so he is taken care of. now i still have emily sally my dad my brother and half of jen my grandmas and my moms. then im done. i have to go sally is here
rachel