improvements
i guess i'll just write in this thing when I need to vent a little. This may not happen often, or it could get quite annoying.
Been going out and (power) walking lately. I also have been dieting. This is a serious improvement for me. Bigtime. I'm ready to feel better about myself, so it's easier to gain some confidence. I hope I don't fall off of the wagon this time. My hips seem to be a mile wide and growing at an incredible rate.
Despite the fact that I'm going to school, my goals right now have nothing to do with my career. Find my niche. Build my own foundation. improve myself. Build CONFIDENCE. Be more dependable. Make more goals. Help people. Be considerate. Smile. And once I've found a healthy medium in my life, find someone who I can share happiness with. I don't want my happiness to be dependent on someone else's happiness...
blah blah blah... i have got to get out more
weird thought: sometimes, when face to face with someone and having an incredibly serious conversation, I have to hold back the urge to laugh or smile. sick?
Been going out and (power) walking lately. I also have been dieting. This is a serious improvement for me. Bigtime. I'm ready to feel better about myself, so it's easier to gain some confidence. I hope I don't fall off of the wagon this time. My hips seem to be a mile wide and growing at an incredible rate.
Despite the fact that I'm going to school, my goals right now have nothing to do with my career. Find my niche. Build my own foundation. improve myself. Build CONFIDENCE. Be more dependable. Make more goals. Help people. Be considerate. Smile. And once I've found a healthy medium in my life, find someone who I can share happiness with. I don't want my happiness to be dependent on someone else's happiness...
blah blah blah... i have got to get out more
weird thought: sometimes, when face to face with someone and having an incredibly serious conversation, I have to hold back the urge to laugh or smile. sick?