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Once in a while I stumble upon this web site again.
So here it goes.
Life's been relatively uneventful. Chris and I have now been together for almost 2 1/2 years. He's working at a Jet Ski repair shop with Gooseman.
School's fine. I'm in my third semester at Georgia Perimeter. Right now I'm majoring in Dental Hygiene, but I may end up going for nursing.
After a year of working for my mom's boyfriend as a secretary for his CPA office, I quit just 2 days ago. There was a huuuge falling out. A big fight. And I'm unemployed now.
Still living with my Dad. A lot has changed. A lot has stayed the same. I'd like to say it's all for the better. I'm puzzled looking at my archive of entries. But the truth is, life has become one monotonous, numb day after another. I hope I find my place in life-or at least a bit of passion some time soon. I need to get in touch with nature bigtime. I have definitely got to get out of this town... Crime rates are fucking soaring. Traffic is shit. Nothing is good here. And it's only going to get worse.
I had been doing very well for myself, and I had been very happy for the last couple years. Lately, I'm so apathetic and empty, I'm just waiting for the day that I slip from everything I've established for myself. And it looks like that's already started.
I don't have any hobbies. I don't have any means of channeling my feelings. I don't draw. I don't write. I don't constantly listen to music, or wallow in my own selfishness/self hate. I almost miss the girl I used to be. At least I had something interesting to do when I was sad.
I hope there is something that will trigger my ambitions. If not, I'm fucking doomed.
Life is great, though. I still somehow manage to smile a good bit.
I think I'm missing out on a lot. I'm going to wake up one day and be 30, and realize I never did the things I wanted to do in life.
Anyway, enough of my ranting.
Anyone still get on this thing?
So here it goes.
Life's been relatively uneventful. Chris and I have now been together for almost 2 1/2 years. He's working at a Jet Ski repair shop with Gooseman.
School's fine. I'm in my third semester at Georgia Perimeter. Right now I'm majoring in Dental Hygiene, but I may end up going for nursing.
After a year of working for my mom's boyfriend as a secretary for his CPA office, I quit just 2 days ago. There was a huuuge falling out. A big fight. And I'm unemployed now.
Still living with my Dad. A lot has changed. A lot has stayed the same. I'd like to say it's all for the better. I'm puzzled looking at my archive of entries. But the truth is, life has become one monotonous, numb day after another. I hope I find my place in life-or at least a bit of passion some time soon. I need to get in touch with nature bigtime. I have definitely got to get out of this town... Crime rates are fucking soaring. Traffic is shit. Nothing is good here. And it's only going to get worse.
I had been doing very well for myself, and I had been very happy for the last couple years. Lately, I'm so apathetic and empty, I'm just waiting for the day that I slip from everything I've established for myself. And it looks like that's already started.
I don't have any hobbies. I don't have any means of channeling my feelings. I don't draw. I don't write. I don't constantly listen to music, or wallow in my own selfishness/self hate. I almost miss the girl I used to be. At least I had something interesting to do when I was sad.
I hope there is something that will trigger my ambitions. If not, I'm fucking doomed.
Life is great, though. I still somehow manage to smile a good bit.
I think I'm missing out on a lot. I'm going to wake up one day and be 30, and realize I never did the things I wanted to do in life.
Anyway, enough of my ranting.
Anyone still get on this thing?