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[lipsticksmears]

i was thinking oh im sad feeling like being home tonight, feeling jealouse of super carelessness. driving drive home, i kept feel nervouse, driving there, sad again, but not sad really, uncontent feeling. sleeping in beds together, how long untill sex is..i cant think of the word. hardly there, im sort of enviouse of writers, very uh, you know,

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[opolopo]

oh alexa i am so glad i am not the only who has/had crazy parents and curfew and my new one is 10:30 every night. i feel frustrated and young and hating my parents, i never though i'd do. they hate me, i am the bad child, the untrustworthy one. and when they decided this i was not the bad one, no, and now, i guess maybe i am but good at hiding it and i guess i dont know. i just feel frustrated, i want to be somewhere else, you know, out there with all those other people with no responsibility and no restrictions and i guess maybe i just want to be older, think i can pretend to be older, but i still have all these restrictions and i am complaining, i am sorry.

but my point was, i love you. and i think you are an amazing mother. annd i love it when you just say, I miss adri, I am going home. responisble alexa, you are the best.

[lipsticksmears]

my parents have always had lots of rules for me and my sisters, i used to get so irritated by it becuase everyone else got to do what ever they wanted. but now its so obviouse that everything my parents would do was purely out of love.even though, irespect a parents strong love and protectiveness over there children, i love the young love time of your life, sneaking out and have adventures and cheesy sounding things you keep secreat from authority, aha.& staying home isnt always so bad,the night ends and then everyone forgets about it and there is another late night with friends at least a week later.dont worry, as long as you dont get pregnant at 18, you'll be able to do what you want then, aha, untill then you find ways to do what you want, oh yeah, i love you. being content with your life when its not completely the way you'd like it to be is perfect feeling.yeahhhh

[opolopo]

ahah cheering me up alexa.