Mar 24, 2005 00:09
I think I've developed a liking for Avril Lavigne's music more and more lately. And that kills me because I really do hate her guts. I honestly do. But I like her music. So what does that mean for me? I dunno, actually. There are a lot of musicians that I listen to but dislike the actual musician. But it's just that Avril's the only one I promised I would avoid listening to as much as I can. But after "My Happy Ending" and "Nobody's Home", and being exposed to Kristen's CD, I've come to the conclusion that I like most of the songs on the CD.
Yeah, I know, I need to be shot.
I feel like I've got nothing to talk about, but I wanted to make an update anyway. I don't know. I have work in a couple of hours, so I should really be going to sleep. I hope I get that raise sometime soon. Ahmed promised it to me at the beginning of Spring when business started picking up... I'm still waiting for the business to pick up now. Rah. I'm living like, from paycheck to paycheck. Once I get my car, I really think I'm gonna go for a secretary job. If I need to get my diploma first, then I'm gonna take summer school classes to make up the gym that I need to make up so I can at least have my diploma in hand. I'd like to be in Suffolk by September, though... Even though I have no fucking idea what it is I'm going to accomplish by going to college. I mean, I don't know what it is I want to go for. I'm pretty sure it's going to be art related, though. I'd like to learn a bit about music on the side and maybe join chorus or something. I don't know. We shall see.
So yeah, Vin, what else? Work and play, that's about it. It seems like Amanda and I are cool for the most part. Like I thought, it was more like "backing off" of Stephani and I was her way of wiping her hands clean with Stephani and not feeling guilty. But definetly, there are reasons why Amanda doesn't want to go out of her way with Stephani, and I don't even want to share them with the rest of the internet, because it's THAT bad. Jen really gets a kick out of me, and I'm glad. She died laughing last night when her boyfriend asked me why my bracelet said "facial" and I was like "it says social butterfly!" Then I was like "No, Christopher, I'm not that type of girl! I am a LADY!" and Jen started to cackle and she leaned up to the front seat to kiss my cheek. She's borrowing my Nightmare Before Christmas jacket, which she was also touched that I let her borrow because she wanted me to hold onto something of hers as colateral, but I told her not to worry about it and that I would just lose it anyway. We signed a contract, though. Haha. "SOCIAL SECURTIY" and everything. I gave Kristen some of the best advice of her life according to her the other night when it came to her love problems. It surprises me that a 25 year old can look at me in face and tell me that I'm wise for my age and that I just enlightened them. YAY FER BEINK MACHOR!!111one11 It's definetly been fun with Kristen, the half-headed klutz. She KEEPS IT REAL, though.
I need my car so I might harass the millions of people I must harass.
I'm done, I think!