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Hey'lo everyone,
Hope you all are doing good...I'm okay I guess
Just got back from my annual trip to Indiana...I love it there, I could stay there forever, and be totally happy, It's always so beautiful there. The ony thing missing was my love, which was in a (as krystal put it) "in a walmart somewhere in Missiouri" All I could do was nod lol...He was probably at work and he wasn't with me so i was sad...As i am now, and it seems i will be for a very long time....Unfortunatly he won't tell me when he's going to take time off work to come and meet me to come and see me FINALY....I'm so sick of not knowing...Of sitting here staring off into space day dreaming about what "might" be instead of having it....I know he loves me and i know i love him, we just have one tiny problem...we live over a thousand miles apart...And the man refuses to acknowledge the fact that i'm sitting here waiting on him.....*sigh*
Damn me for falling in love over the internet....
Damn me to heck.....
I'm in suck a bloody funk because of this i can't concentrate on anything...i can't even read or write to take my mind off of it....everytime i try to do something...I end up losing my focus and forgetting what i'm trying to do...(like right now, it's harder then heck to write this because my mind is elsewhere) I can't deal with this....my brain is only opporating on half capicity...and thats NOT GOOD!!! lol....*looks at radio* and you aren't helping what's with all the love songs? lol....WEll I'll let you go,
Bye bye,
Ariel
Hope you all are doing good...I'm okay I guess
Just got back from my annual trip to Indiana...I love it there, I could stay there forever, and be totally happy, It's always so beautiful there. The ony thing missing was my love, which was in a (as krystal put it) "in a walmart somewhere in Missiouri" All I could do was nod lol...He was probably at work and he wasn't with me so i was sad...As i am now, and it seems i will be for a very long time....Unfortunatly he won't tell me when he's going to take time off work to come and meet me to come and see me FINALY....I'm so sick of not knowing...Of sitting here staring off into space day dreaming about what "might" be instead of having it....I know he loves me and i know i love him, we just have one tiny problem...we live over a thousand miles apart...And the man refuses to acknowledge the fact that i'm sitting here waiting on him.....*sigh*
Damn me for falling in love over the internet....
Damn me to heck.....
I'm in suck a bloody funk because of this i can't concentrate on anything...i can't even read or write to take my mind off of it....everytime i try to do something...I end up losing my focus and forgetting what i'm trying to do...(like right now, it's harder then heck to write this because my mind is elsewhere) I can't deal with this....my brain is only opporating on half capicity...and thats NOT GOOD!!! lol....*looks at radio* and you aren't helping what's with all the love songs? lol....WEll I'll let you go,
Bye bye,
Ariel