why.

[linztheprincess]

i don't know what to do anymore.

i don't remember a time when my heart wasn't broken.

and i don't just mean by a boy, but by any number of things: school, acting, friends, family...

maybe i'm supposed to just get used to being hurt/let down/screwed over...but it doens't get easier.

i laid in my bed and cried for three hours.

i hate being weak like that.

but my heart can't handle much more, especially when i feel like i can't trust anyone and i'm always alone.

how am i supposed to live like this?

and...
why would he let me walk out of his life forever? how could he?