May 22, 2005 23:26
I got drunk again last night, and it seems like thats about all i ever do anymore. im not so sure if thats a good thing or not, but oh well it makes me think a little less. I was so hung over today it sucked.Josh makes me so nervous, just everything about him scares me so much, we are so much a like and he is everything that i could every ask for. Our relatioship is so much different than anything that i have ever been involved in. I hope that i dont screw things up, but whatever happens, happens. I didnt get to see him tonight and I miss him a lot...i guess thats a good thing. Its so weird because i wasnt looking for anyone to get serious with but it just kinda happened, maybe things will work out and i know they will everything eventually does one way or another. I bought an old school cd tonight alanis morrestte it rocks, i remember when i was like in the 4th or 5th grade and i had the tape i listened to it so much that it broke. This cd rocks..:) Well i got to get some sleep. PEace and kick some ass.
Linsey