my day
Being with him just makes me feel so safe and at ease. No one has ever made me completely forget about all my problems like he does. I swear the whole time that we have been together I have not thought about Wyatt or anyone from the past, and thats a first time thing for me. Its all I can do not to just brace myself for when something bad happens, because we all know that when something is going oh so well there is always something that will throw you off the track. Its amazing how I feel like I can be my complete self around him and not worry about what I say or how I act, I can just be ME and relax. I get so much happier when I know that its getting closer to the time to see him. I dont really understand anything except that so far in my life except the best things happen when you aren't really looking for them. I am glade for all my past experiences with everything because I think that within the past 3 or 4 months I have really changed or at least I feel like it and I guess thats all that counts. I know that I am not all the way "grown up" and I honestly dont think that I ever will or want to be, and if i do "grow up" when will i know or when will i figure it out ?? I mean I hope I am never too stressed or worried about something that I forget to laugh and look at life through other perspectives. I hope that I wont take myslef to seriously, and I pray that I dont forget some of the things that are the most important to me. Still no success with the big "O", I do believe its a lost cause, wtf is wrong with me ?? :( MT and I went 4wheller riding and boy was it an adventure. We had to make our on roads, I burned my leg on the motor, we almost got hit by a train, MT got ran over by his own 4wheller, there was a bunch of crazy shit going on. I had so much fun, even though we both came home injured and very dirty. Well i start summer classes tomorrow :( Peace and Kick some Ass.
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