I am having a rough day ...
I'm feeling anxious and out-of-control and sad and trying to keep it all together so I can function at work (not doing so well with that, though).
Overall, the combination of grief (overwhelming this morning), stress about money, and anxiety about my health is wearing me down to where I feel like I'm hanging on by a thread.
I can't afford to take any more time off from work but just don't know how to handle this. I feel so stuck and weighted down.
Part of me just wants to curl up in a ball and block everything out.
Changing subject, I will not be on LJ at all tomorrow or Friday, since I'll be watching the new episode on Saturday.
Thank you all for listening. I'm so lucky to have you all to lean on.
If anyone wants to leave me pretty pictures, or gifs, or videos, to help me through today, I'd be forever grateful :D
Overall, the combination of grief (overwhelming this morning), stress about money, and anxiety about my health is wearing me down to where I feel like I'm hanging on by a thread.
I can't afford to take any more time off from work but just don't know how to handle this. I feel so stuck and weighted down.
Part of me just wants to curl up in a ball and block everything out.
Changing subject, I will not be on LJ at all tomorrow or Friday, since I'll be watching the new episode on Saturday.
Thank you all for listening. I'm so lucky to have you all to lean on.
If anyone wants to leave me pretty pictures, or gifs, or videos, to help me through today, I'd be forever grateful :D