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Laying down awake,
With my thoughts running through my head
I ask how I can still be alive.
Music turned up enough but silent enough for me to sleep
And for the sound of my crying being hidden away,
With these tears streaming down along my cheeks.
I still can’t believe how I made it alive today.
To where I cry and cry like there is no tomorrow,
I imagine how I wish so hard for my life to be different.
I pray and hope and wish and do everything but believe.
How can I still be alive, when every night, I wish I was dead?
Thinking of how miserable I am,
Thinking of how I am the biggest screw up there possibly could be,
I can’t think of any other reason for me to live.
So, please just let me sleep and never wake.
Each morning that I do wake,
I live each day by day,
and be with those who I love the most and be happy with them as long as I can.
As you can know it, I may not be there tomorrow.
With my thoughts running through my head
I ask how I can still be alive.
Music turned up enough but silent enough for me to sleep
And for the sound of my crying being hidden away,
With these tears streaming down along my cheeks.
I still can’t believe how I made it alive today.
To where I cry and cry like there is no tomorrow,
I imagine how I wish so hard for my life to be different.
I pray and hope and wish and do everything but believe.
How can I still be alive, when every night, I wish I was dead?
Thinking of how miserable I am,
Thinking of how I am the biggest screw up there possibly could be,
I can’t think of any other reason for me to live.
So, please just let me sleep and never wake.
Each morning that I do wake,
I live each day by day,
and be with those who I love the most and be happy with them as long as I can.
As you can know it, I may not be there tomorrow.