*whiiiiine*
Whine alert. Be warned.
I freaking hate drug withdrawal. (Legal drugs, yo.) My dose of Tranxene is now down by half, has been for a couple weeks now, and I'm still loopy. Panic attacks, difficulty thinking, seizures of both the psychogenic and myoclonic varieties... it's a real party in my brain right now. The most annoying symptom is when my eyes start dilating and I can't focus my vision properly. All my hobbies require functional eyeballs!
Oh, I hope the symptoms level off soon. If nothing else I want to get on the treadmill or in the pool and exercise, but neither of those are safe when I keep having seizures. I'm so afraid I'll come out of this summer with another ten pounds. :( That sounds so shallow, but it's a real fear.
At least I will be less sedated, whatever else happens. I knew this would be painful going in, but I will by the gods stick it out.
I freaking hate drug withdrawal. (Legal drugs, yo.) My dose of Tranxene is now down by half, has been for a couple weeks now, and I'm still loopy. Panic attacks, difficulty thinking, seizures of both the psychogenic and myoclonic varieties... it's a real party in my brain right now. The most annoying symptom is when my eyes start dilating and I can't focus my vision properly. All my hobbies require functional eyeballs!
Oh, I hope the symptoms level off soon. If nothing else I want to get on the treadmill or in the pool and exercise, but neither of those are safe when I keep having seizures. I'm so afraid I'll come out of this summer with another ten pounds. :( That sounds so shallow, but it's a real fear.
At least I will be less sedated, whatever else happens. I knew this would be painful going in, but I will by the gods stick it out.