Money money money!
Life seems to revolve around it doesn't it? Yes, annoyingly it does. I'm still trying to find somewhere to work, I think my giant CV is putting people off hiring me because I'm too open minded and won't act like a sheep... ¬_¬ Is that really so wrong? I don't think so. If we had some more open minded people working in shops and businesses it would help things along if you ask me. *sigh* Oh well, that's reality.
Yeah, problem is reality is biting my ass every day right now. College is going well, I just got a 96% in my anatomy exam and an 80% in my practical, so yeah certainly can't complain about that. Family life is good too, my sis came back from France a week or so ago and if was great to see her again. She's still got to work there until June time but she's enjoying it.
No what I willsay is bad is my money situation. >_> I'm about £400 in the red into my overdraft of £1000 and am currently using more money than I have coming in each money...and that's just covering direct debits and fuel bills. Hell I can't even buy a coffee when I go into town! No its getting quite worrying really. I'm not at breaking point yet but I will be eventually and then I'll have problems. Gotta find something...anything!
Grr! Still I'll manage.
As for other news getting a bit lonely I guess. Heh! Everyone I talk to online has vanished for one reason or another. Yols is working and our online times don't seem to mesh very well, Bryant just keep going AWOL without any warning for days at a time, Viper is at Disney Land, Haley is without internet, and everyone else, well I don't commonly talk to many people I guess. I got a few friends on my course but when you have no money you can't really go out to the pub, or do anything with them. Eh! Whatever, life is a bitch and then you...well not that bad.
Speaking of marriage though I have been pondering my future. I'm actually starting to long for a long term relationship. Can't say I've had any kind of relationship in the past. Maybe its just me feeling lonely and stuff but I often find myself wondering if I'll ever have a family. Honestly I would love one. I'd love to have a wife and kids, nice house, a good job...hell I suppose everyone does I guess. We'll see what happens. Maybe I should go out and try to find someone...but then again I have no idea what to do and even if I did I have no money. Can't exactly treat a girl to dinner if it bankrupts me can I?
Blah! This entry is getting way to long. Guess I should update more often then I wouldn't have to waffle so much. Mmmm, waffles. Sorry! Anyway guess I'll leave it there. See ya people.
Yeah, problem is reality is biting my ass every day right now. College is going well, I just got a 96% in my anatomy exam and an 80% in my practical, so yeah certainly can't complain about that. Family life is good too, my sis came back from France a week or so ago and if was great to see her again. She's still got to work there until June time but she's enjoying it.
No what I willsay is bad is my money situation. >_> I'm about £400 in the red into my overdraft of £1000 and am currently using more money than I have coming in each money...and that's just covering direct debits and fuel bills. Hell I can't even buy a coffee when I go into town! No its getting quite worrying really. I'm not at breaking point yet but I will be eventually and then I'll have problems. Gotta find something...anything!
Grr! Still I'll manage.
As for other news getting a bit lonely I guess. Heh! Everyone I talk to online has vanished for one reason or another. Yols is working and our online times don't seem to mesh very well, Bryant just keep going AWOL without any warning for days at a time, Viper is at Disney Land, Haley is without internet, and everyone else, well I don't commonly talk to many people I guess. I got a few friends on my course but when you have no money you can't really go out to the pub, or do anything with them. Eh! Whatever, life is a bitch and then you...well not that bad.
Speaking of marriage though I have been pondering my future. I'm actually starting to long for a long term relationship. Can't say I've had any kind of relationship in the past. Maybe its just me feeling lonely and stuff but I often find myself wondering if I'll ever have a family. Honestly I would love one. I'd love to have a wife and kids, nice house, a good job...hell I suppose everyone does I guess. We'll see what happens. Maybe I should go out and try to find someone...but then again I have no idea what to do and even if I did I have no money. Can't exactly treat a girl to dinner if it bankrupts me can I?
Blah! This entry is getting way to long. Guess I should update more often then I wouldn't have to waffle so much. Mmmm, waffles. Sorry! Anyway guess I'll leave it there. See ya people.