why am i so lonely??
i catch myslef sleeping in, im taking a year off to think of what i really want to do with my life! im so lonely!
i have no one to hold me when i cry,
i have no one to whipe the tears off my face,
theres no one to kiss my lips
no one to hold my hand
no one to talk too
no one at all...
why am i so lonely
why do i deserve this punishment?
everywhere i go i see hundreds of couples
i also see the lonely faces as though they're crying out for help and crying because they also want to be held onto.
theres so many faces in the world we cant remember what they all look like, i want to dream of someone whom i deeply care about.
am i asking so much of something that ive only gotten once in my life?
is there really someoen out there for me who will love me?
i mean am i really in love with this guy?
ive never felt what im feeling. i dont understand it at all.
i miss that might when his lips curessed mine. his hand was on my body
with our tongues swirling around and our lips upon eachothers with his and on my face and neck holding me as he didnt want to let go of me.
why am i pondering about this so much?
why is it i cant get him out of my mind or head?
how come when i hear someones key chains dangling it reminds me of him?
ugh! im confused, lonely, depressed, borken inside, i have alot of pain inside of me. why do i feel this?
why is when i see him im happy and all i want to do with him is for him to hold me? to kiss me? to make love to me? for him to explore with his hands on my naked body? why do i want all of this?
how come ive lost my faith?
how come all the shit ive gone through is in my past?
why? im confused?
soon i'll be taking a pill thatwill level my dperession and make me leveled in life.
ugh im so lonely
i have no one to hold me when i cry,
i have no one to whipe the tears off my face,
theres no one to kiss my lips
no one to hold my hand
no one to talk too
no one at all...
why am i so lonely
why do i deserve this punishment?
everywhere i go i see hundreds of couples
i also see the lonely faces as though they're crying out for help and crying because they also want to be held onto.
theres so many faces in the world we cant remember what they all look like, i want to dream of someone whom i deeply care about.
am i asking so much of something that ive only gotten once in my life?
is there really someoen out there for me who will love me?
i mean am i really in love with this guy?
ive never felt what im feeling. i dont understand it at all.
i miss that might when his lips curessed mine. his hand was on my body
with our tongues swirling around and our lips upon eachothers with his and on my face and neck holding me as he didnt want to let go of me.
why am i pondering about this so much?
why is it i cant get him out of my mind or head?
how come when i hear someones key chains dangling it reminds me of him?
ugh! im confused, lonely, depressed, borken inside, i have alot of pain inside of me. why do i feel this?
why is when i see him im happy and all i want to do with him is for him to hold me? to kiss me? to make love to me? for him to explore with his hands on my naked body? why do i want all of this?
how come ive lost my faith?
how come all the shit ive gone through is in my past?
why? im confused?
soon i'll be taking a pill thatwill level my dperession and make me leveled in life.
ugh im so lonely