why marlowe why??
So im out of AA and im looking for my crush that i care for do deeply its not inphatuation and no its no obsessing! i think ive grown from what i used to be when i was a child! so as im looking for him he comes out of a girls car! i was like what an asswhole! i hope he gets out of that b/c i know someone who was like that and it hurts to see someone whos so attractive and handsome and has an amazing gift! hes bulgarian and he looks italian he has such lucious lips hes got golden brown piercing eyes he also has fangs plays the guitar and is in a band only 2 years apart and hes 20! hes about like 6"0 6"1. somewhere around there. guys can be so low at times and i saw that and i was like what in gods name am i doing! im just going to get hurt!when he and i made out OH MY FUCKEN GOD!! I've never been so passsionate before. he was the best kisser ever! haha! sorry ghostboy. lol! inside joke.why do guys have to be [players? why do they have to use you? like really ive played around with guys just to have sex ive been down that road and it got me nowhere but just sex! "I'm also sorry that i called you and asked if you wanted sex when i was coked out!"( we always talked about having sex and really i was using you too. but it doesnt matter im just apologising for making myself look like an ass to you!(eimra)anyways i just dont like hurting! having to see this replay in my head im so fed up with guys! its like why even get married if a guy wont even treat you like a fucken god damn woman??? guys are so stuck up and so into their ego or into the girls they're fucking that sex.cars, and money is always on their mind!they really never think how youll feel all they do is please themsleves! and no eimra im not tlakign about you!