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[linkinmike00]

ok so i'm sitting in the middle of english class right now on a laptop with a wireless internet connection. i should be writing a sonnet but i decided that wasn't what i wanted to do. i havent updated in a while and now i'm just gonna fill everyone in on whats been occuring in my life. brendan and i broke up earlier this week b/c we both thought

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[crazmnkie]

sweetie, not to be mean about steve, but he hasn't decided to be big enough to take anyones apology. At julis b-day he told some of my best friends, more that he only knows because I introduced them, that he hates me and I am horrible. The biggest ironly through all of this mess is that me and Kev are becoming better friends. I never thoguht he would, and not to be mean to him, but he has changed, and is now a much more mature person. I hope I am not missing something like I had when I decided to beleive steve had matured. Me and kev are planning a thing for the Mock Rock and the Talent show I am in charge of. I can;t wait. It is nice to finaly unite all of the faggots of Interboro to help make gay ppl alil less looked down on.

Back to the point. Steve has decided that since I took your side a lot I wasn't a good person because I knew him longer and should have stayed friends with him more so. Then he tries to tell all of the ppl that I have been frineds with for so long and that I introduced him to that they should be friends with him instead of me. I mean he wouldnt know juli, cheri, meg, manderz, laura, dawn, and he wouldn't have started talking to sheri again either. and those are the ppl he tries to make me seem assholish to.

The point of this isnt to trash him. Just see how he as changed, and I hope you realise any attempt you make to apolgize or whatever else to him is hopeless, and it isnt your fault all of this.

So forget it :-P

I dunno why I babbled so long I am bored and in themood to talk and there isn't really anyone online to talk to lol

HA

[shampooinmyeye]

See ive been so good lately, ive not said anything bad to anyone, ive kept to myself, i never asked anyone to take anyones side ever, NEVER EVER EVER, so you have balls to sit here and type shit in here saying im immature, i know im immature but your way worse tyhen me that sthe sad part, the sad fact of the matter is i did express my dislike for you steve, and i never asked anyone to agree with me, they just happened to see the real you too, im not the only one who doesnt take a liking to you, im just the only one who says it, you think your so much better thyen everyone, im sorry but peopel dont change that fast, you went form being a negative asshole who was fake, to an even faker person who is deceptivly nice, NO ONE BUYS IT, maybe some do, but i know i dont, so dont fckign act like i owe you ANYTHING AT ALL, i dontowe you one thing, NOTHING, if anything youll see the real you one day and wonder were you went wrong. Now for the apology thing, i accepted michaels apology, i am just not ready to talk to him yet, SO FUCKING SUE ME, is it hat bad for me to just need to get away for a little bit, the reaosn i didnt except anything you say is because again you try and put every bit of blame you have going on in your life on other people, you did it once iwth kevin, then with kiri, now with me and the thing is your just a fuckign asshole who will never ever change. YOUR FAKE ive said it before and ill say it again, and dont sit there and say how your not trying to trash me when you say how im trying to turn peopel against you, I AM NOT THAT MEAN, like i said anything they believe is there own opinion NO ONE ELSES, i may have told them the story and they choose weather or not to believe it SO FUCK YOU STEVE, i was trying so hard to get along and everything was done n o one was saying anything negative, but since you LOVE THE DRAMA you have to start shit up again and im done this is the last thing i will ever say, SO screw you and i hope you find the erro is your ways one day.

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[crazmnkie]

I am not better then anyone, eccept you. I am better then your petty name calling and, dare I say, creative thoughts. Creative in a way that you make them all up in your head....

I said nicely my thoughts, just as you belive you have the right to. After all of the bs you said in your livejournal I have the right to state the truth here, the truth you also willingly agree to. You are immature, and no one agrees with you they try to make you feel better and just push you along.

If you can not get over it, let me just make this clear. I am over it, I am done with it. I don't want to hear of this crap again. This was all the worst misunderstanding in history and the fact that you keep going on and on is rediculous. I am sorrybut this is all you convinietly creating blaim on some one else for the failed relationship. That is all I am, I am the scapegoat to give a reason for anger behind your pain that you don't want to feel.

I tried very hard to be civil after you hurt my feelings over and over and over again, and for no good reason. You took my attempt to be nice to everyone and remain netrual as me taking Michael side. That was never the case. The case was that you were both my friends, regardless of how the friendship came about, I protect my friends to the farthest extent I can and when two are fighting I always, ALWAYS, remain netrual no matter who is right. And you both had your points and you both went about things wrongly and did things wrong. Michael should have told you in person, and let you seem him once more and so on, but steve there is a point where it's hard for him to realise this. I do not justify this, but he was hurt to.. he just didnt show it.

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[shampooinmyeye]

yea i know is aid i was done, but this isnt about me and michael now your throwing things in this is about how you try and blame everything on one person, and i am right baout htis ask anyone, like i said errlier kevin was first, then joe, then kiri,a nd im just then next one, your a hporrible freind to have because you lie. goodd day

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[crazmnkie]

Why do I have to ask anyone? It seems as though you can never show an opinion. Every time you talk you tell me to ask anyone. Well I asked them. They say you are a bullshitter.

The amount of people for you to wine to is starting to thin.. what are you gonig to say now steve?

Are you scared, poor lil baby. "Wah pay attention to me."

No one wants to be on your side, and I would show you quotes from them, but I have better thing to do then to bring them into crap that they have nothing to do with. I now realise, this isn't to do with them. This doesn't even have anything to do with me. This is all you. Do everyone a favor make up another livejournal and bitch to yourself and fight your fake fights with yourself and leave us out of it. Stop making up a new fake reason to bitch about me and just get the fuck over it.

Thank you and good bye. Reply if you must but you will not hear another thing out of me. I have better things to do..