ugh
ok so i'm sitting in the middle of english class right now on a laptop with a wireless internet connection. i should be writing a sonnet but i decided that wasn't what i wanted to do. i havent updated in a while and now i'm just gonna fill everyone in on whats been occuring in my life. brendan and i broke up earlier this week b/c we both thought the relationship just wasn't going to work out. but we're still friends. two days ago i decided to talk to steven and tell him that i was here for him if he needed me. he completely threw it back in my face. i was being the bigger person and i really do care. oh well i offered and he didn't take it...i won't ever talk to him again unless he decides to talk to me. he said i'm bad for him but i think thats crap. yea i had a few bad months where i didn't treat him as well as he deserved. i said i was sorry but thats just no good enough for him. i really don't know what he wants from me. oh well. overall i'm doing so much better now that i have much burden off of my shoulders. i hope all of you r doing well too!