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It is still hard at work. The worst thing is still the time pressure and the high accuracy. Both are not my favorite. I really think, I am not right for this job. Do I really have to do it for my whole life just because I have studied it for 6 years? What else could I do if not engineering? Have I really wasted 6 years if I want to change? But the good thing is people here are very patient with me, explains everything and tells me everytime what I've done wrong.
Yes I know, I sound like a loser, want to give up already after couple weeks. I'm just talking to release my pressure. I won't give up unless they don't want me anymore.
Ok let's talk about something else...hmm...Yiran will be the first one visiting me. He is coming on Oct. 9th. After going to Duesseldorf for the visa interview and spending almost 150 euro for fees, transportation and accommodation, he finally got the visa. We have already planned what to do in the time he is here. We want to go to Brighton and Liverpool. One on the south coast, one on the north. It is good not to be alone anymore. Though I got to know some ppl from work, but there is still a lack of friends.
I have escaped boredom but landed in loneliness.
Yes I know, I sound like a loser, want to give up already after couple weeks. I'm just talking to release my pressure. I won't give up unless they don't want me anymore.
Ok let's talk about something else...hmm...Yiran will be the first one visiting me. He is coming on Oct. 9th. After going to Duesseldorf for the visa interview and spending almost 150 euro for fees, transportation and accommodation, he finally got the visa. We have already planned what to do in the time he is here. We want to go to Brighton and Liverpool. One on the south coast, one on the north. It is good not to be alone anymore. Though I got to know some ppl from work, but there is still a lack of friends.
I have escaped boredom but landed in loneliness.