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[lingiling]

I haven't written anything yet after having arrived in the UK...I know, I know...lazy ling you think. But that's not 100% the case this time. The last two weeks it just hast been depressing. Lonliness, stress have almost killed me. I really wanted to just go back to germany, but then I thought, I'm definitely not a loser. Have to stay here as long as I can. Anyway work is hard. It's just so much more headaches than at school. Mostly they come from your concern about what your boss thinks of you, how to impress him...headache...
Yup I don't mind work. It just bothers me when I'm not good at it. It makes me more depressive than anything else. Just need to work harder and learn faster.
Too tired...make an update later...