Oh wow an update.
First, apologies to anyone who saw my last entry. It was meant for baby_names but my mobile client (LJ2ME) doesn't know how the fuck to post to a community, even though it said "linear_flower / baby_names" at the top. *raeg*
Second, why does it seem like every time I wanna do this in video form, my hands get bad again, and I'm forced to be little miss butlerette and wear white gloves all night, and hence become self-concious since I use my hands when I talk a lot and they'd be in the video a lot.
Werk dramaz. Oh noes! The big one from Wednesday (since it's already Friday in most of the world): I could have potentially lost my job over some asshole, but I have a cool as hell manager and he saved my ass. So, this guy comes in. It's near end of the night, I'm tired, I wanna go home. His order comes out to seven and change. I give him change for a $10. He looks at me and is all, "I gave you a $20," so I had the manager open the drawer and I hesitated in giving him the $10. But I did.* Cue my drawer being counted down at the end of the night, where manager looks at me and is all, "Don't panic but you're $10 short."
I freak out, cause I knew it was that jerk. I knew he shortchanged me. So my manager tells me I have to be written up (we have a $1 leeway, over or short), and he has no idea what's gonna happen, but it will probably not be good. I panic. "C-can I go get the money?" Thank God he let me (cause, seriously, I'm in the running for winning the company's register operator of the month award, cause I'm consistantly on, and they know me by now), and it ended up leaving me a quarter short. I will live with a quarter. I promised it'll never happen again (it won't).
*In retrospect, I know I shoulda had my manager count down my drawer to check if it was $10 over (and was told this), and I will have that happen if this comes up again (especially since my sister said that people clam up if they're lying and tell the manager to forget the $X if it's gonna take that long to get the money, cause it would. It takes 3-4 minutes to count the drawer, then get the report from the register that says how much should be in there, and to compare the two. And in my case, it'd take even longer because I had a drawer during the lunch shift, so that total would have needed to be taken into account).
Enough about that. So I've been thinking about a boy again (well, besides Nick and Keita and AJ and...). And it's not Richard, but it is one from my past! \o/ No, there was one before Richard (or kinda around the same time... something like that), who I also pretty much grew up with. His name is Tommy. We never had anything romantic going on, and I don't even know if I even have a crush on him (or did, IDK. IDK). But lately I've been dreaming of him. Like, finding him on Facebook, getting back in touch (I haven't talked to him since graduation), and having one thing lead to another and yeah.
I really think I'm just so desparate for a relationship right now but I'm not ready to stoop to online dating 100% yet. I think I would prefer it's a guy from my past because we're already past the "getting to know you" stage. Catching up is so much easier, and Tommy's already met my parents. Once. In 10th grade. When he came over to work on a class project. Okay, that hardly counts. But still. Still one up on Richard, and Tommy didn't have gay tendencies!
OMG I am such a bitter hag, lol.
And with that, I should totally get packed to spend the day/night at my mom's, cause she's calling me at 7:30. However, I don't work so I'm probably going right back to bed when I get to her house lol.
Second, why does it seem like every time I wanna do this in video form, my hands get bad again, and I'm forced to be little miss butlerette and wear white gloves all night, and hence become self-concious since I use my hands when I talk a lot and they'd be in the video a lot.
Werk dramaz. Oh noes! The big one from Wednesday (since it's already Friday in most of the world): I could have potentially lost my job over some asshole, but I have a cool as hell manager and he saved my ass. So, this guy comes in. It's near end of the night, I'm tired, I wanna go home. His order comes out to seven and change. I give him change for a $10. He looks at me and is all, "I gave you a $20," so I had the manager open the drawer and I hesitated in giving him the $10. But I did.* Cue my drawer being counted down at the end of the night, where manager looks at me and is all, "Don't panic but you're $10 short."
I freak out, cause I knew it was that jerk. I knew he shortchanged me. So my manager tells me I have to be written up (we have a $1 leeway, over or short), and he has no idea what's gonna happen, but it will probably not be good. I panic. "C-can I go get the money?" Thank God he let me (cause, seriously, I'm in the running for winning the company's register operator of the month award, cause I'm consistantly on, and they know me by now), and it ended up leaving me a quarter short. I will live with a quarter. I promised it'll never happen again (it won't).
*In retrospect, I know I shoulda had my manager count down my drawer to check if it was $10 over (and was told this), and I will have that happen if this comes up again (especially since my sister said that people clam up if they're lying and tell the manager to forget the $X if it's gonna take that long to get the money, cause it would. It takes 3-4 minutes to count the drawer, then get the report from the register that says how much should be in there, and to compare the two. And in my case, it'd take even longer because I had a drawer during the lunch shift, so that total would have needed to be taken into account).
Enough about that. So I've been thinking about a boy again (well, besides Nick and Keita and AJ and...). And it's not Richard, but it is one from my past! \o/ No, there was one before Richard (or kinda around the same time... something like that), who I also pretty much grew up with. His name is Tommy. We never had anything romantic going on, and I don't even know if I even have a crush on him (or did, IDK. IDK). But lately I've been dreaming of him. Like, finding him on Facebook, getting back in touch (I haven't talked to him since graduation), and having one thing lead to another and yeah.
I really think I'm just so desparate for a relationship right now but I'm not ready to stoop to online dating 100% yet. I think I would prefer it's a guy from my past because we're already past the "getting to know you" stage. Catching up is so much easier, and Tommy's already met my parents. Once. In 10th grade. When he came over to work on a class project. Okay, that hardly counts. But still. Still one up on Richard, and Tommy didn't have gay tendencies!
OMG I am such a bitter hag, lol.
And with that, I should totally get packed to spend the day/night at my mom's, cause she's calling me at 7:30. However, I don't work so I'm probably going right back to bed when I get to her house lol.