tuesday, 8:10 am, in aaron's pajamas
aaron and i aren't together anymore but we still cuddle
I don't know if I'll get used to this. I'm praying that I will, get used to turning in my sleep to face him and we pause a brief held moment before he turns his face away, or I do. I mentioned it to him and he said That complicates things, I made my decision on the belief that you didn't want anything more and I said Maybe. I really don't know, I just miss certain things, there are things I don't like and things I do, and there's just a great gaping hole where kissing used to be that I'm finding hard to deal with but it'll be okay, I told him, daijoubuyo, daijoubu.
I don't know if I'll get used to this. I'm praying that I will, get used to turning in my sleep to face him and we pause a brief held moment before he turns his face away, or I do. I mentioned it to him and he said That complicates things, I made my decision on the belief that you didn't want anything more and I said Maybe. I really don't know, I just miss certain things, there are things I don't like and things I do, and there's just a great gaping hole where kissing used to be that I'm finding hard to deal with but it'll be okay, I told him, daijoubuyo, daijoubu.