this is me with the words on the tip of my tongue...
Its been like a week since I wrote in here last. Not too much has been going on. My grandparents came up from Georgia. Im always happy to see them. It just sucks because my grandma knows that shes sick. She was looking at a picture of herself and my grandpa from a few years ago and she was like "wow...i look a lot older now". And that made me sad. She knows shes sick and she cant do anything about it. And I just get so aggravated, i cant even stand to be around her. Its not that I dont love her, because I do, its just that this disease is so cruel. I mean, with cancer you either get treated or you die, i mean you might live with it for a few years but you remember everything, w/ alzeihmers you dont remember a thing and its even worse when you know you don't remember. Im so excited to go down to Georgia though. Im not staying with my grandparents, im staying with my Aunt Janet, Uncle Bobby and my cousins Kristen and Bobby. Its going to be a lot of fun.
Friday at school I saw Sarah crying and I gave her a hug and told her how much I miss her. We're friends again and Im hoping we stay that way. Im sick of us talking and then not, it hurts to know that sometimes your best friend is there and then sometimes she isnt.
Saturday I had people over. It was Sarah, Tony, Joshua, Bradley, Corey and myself. We drank a little bit. Not too much, sarah and I were both a little on the happy side.
Schools almost over. I took my dental final and I think I did ok. So now for 7 more days I have half days which is sweet. I cant wait until school is out!
Not much else has been going on. I havent talked to Jimmy for a little over a week. It sucks. Him, matt and a few other people that i dont know are moving up north and I wont be able to see him again for a long time. I talked to Matt for the first time in like 2 weeks today. IDK...Im gonna miss them.
Im out...peace.