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I've been watching the news all day. It is so depressing. I feel so bad for those people. Can you just imagine how that would feel? If you lost your husband? The one who you've been searching for all your life... gone in a second without saying goodbye or anything. Or your parents? Suddenly one morning you wake up an orphan. That is so unbearably sad I just can't even take it anymore. Seriously, if Ryan ever died completely unexpectedly like that I don't even think I'd be able to go on. I think I would cry myself to death. Those poor people. I don't think 1/2 of us could even imagine what that would feel like. Actually I don't think any of us do. We think we do, but really no one could know the pain unless it actually happened to you. And they keep on showing people jumping out of the windows. Can you imagine if they showed footage on that... and you looked closely and it was your husband or wife or father or mother? God that is so sad. Lol with my luck thats going to happen to me... I'm gunna marry Ryan and a plane is going to fly into him. I would've been so happy if instead of flying a plane into the WTC they just shot Bush or something. Bush sucks. He's such an idiot. Anyhoo... enough of this sad talk. I got new Pumas... I like them:) And Tim gave me an I AM SPOONBENDER shirt and I like that a lot too. I think I'm gunna wear it to dance. I'm supposed to be memorizing 50 vocab words.
This sucks...
This sucks...