Aug 26, 2002 11:31
I had the scariest dream ever last night.
Ryan was dying of cancer.
It was so real. I woke up still thinking it was true.
When I realized it wasn't I was so happy I started to cry.
It made me realize how wonderful he is.
And that I couldn't go on without him.
These past 6 months have been the best of my life.
Sometimes I don't realize this, but in the end I always do.
Everything about him. From the way he holds my hand, to the way he kisses me with those soft lips of his.
I'm just addicted to him.
Every little thing about him.
And I couldn't live without him.
God I love that boy.