I Really Hope This Is Just A Day Thing...
I fucking hate people.
I seriously don't think I've ever been so frustrated.
Everyone fucking loves to ditch me don't they.
Fucking EVERYONE
Anika hasn't hung out with me in 3 days.
Shes too busy with her little boyfriend to even fucking call me.
I must've called her 50 bazillion times yesterday.
And she never calls me back anymore.
When she finally does this morning
Stupid Erik is there telling me "Shes gotta go Lindsey"
Fuck you Erik... shes fucking hung out with you non-stop... can't you at least let me talk to her for 5 seconds about something thats been driving me crazy? Or are you too selfish to even let her do that.
What... are you gunna get all "sad" because your girlfriend talks to me on the phone.
Are we "leaving you out"
I always tell Anika to invite you along when me and her have plans.
You don't think you guys leave me out?
Of course you do.
I deal with it... get the fuck over it.
And you expect me to let you burn my cds? Guess again.
You're such a dick to me. And you expect me to do something for you?
I guess I'm just too "ugly" right?
You fucking asshole.
My boyfriend is a fucking asshole as well.
Everyone is a fucking asshole.
Fucking Ryan doesn't even care anymore.
All he cares about is how stoned he can get or how drunk.
He only hangs out with me if his friends are busy.
Everything has changed so much.
I used to be so happy.
I used to have everything.
I have fucking nothing.
I have fucking no one.
It's no surprise Ryan isn't there for me.
He barely ever is.
But my best friend?
Shes so important to me.
Nobodys important to her anymore but Erik.
I kinda figured she would at least talk to me.
I was fucking very very wrong.
I seriously don't think I've ever been so frustrated.
Everyone fucking loves to ditch me don't they.
Fucking EVERYONE
Anika hasn't hung out with me in 3 days.
Shes too busy with her little boyfriend to even fucking call me.
I must've called her 50 bazillion times yesterday.
And she never calls me back anymore.
When she finally does this morning
Stupid Erik is there telling me "Shes gotta go Lindsey"
Fuck you Erik... shes fucking hung out with you non-stop... can't you at least let me talk to her for 5 seconds about something thats been driving me crazy? Or are you too selfish to even let her do that.
What... are you gunna get all "sad" because your girlfriend talks to me on the phone.
Are we "leaving you out"
I always tell Anika to invite you along when me and her have plans.
You don't think you guys leave me out?
Of course you do.
I deal with it... get the fuck over it.
And you expect me to let you burn my cds? Guess again.
You're such a dick to me. And you expect me to do something for you?
I guess I'm just too "ugly" right?
You fucking asshole.
My boyfriend is a fucking asshole as well.
Everyone is a fucking asshole.
Fucking Ryan doesn't even care anymore.
All he cares about is how stoned he can get or how drunk.
He only hangs out with me if his friends are busy.
Everything has changed so much.
I used to be so happy.
I used to have everything.
I have fucking nothing.
I have fucking no one.
It's no surprise Ryan isn't there for me.
He barely ever is.
But my best friend?
Shes so important to me.
Nobodys important to her anymore but Erik.
I kinda figured she would at least talk to me.
I was fucking very very wrong.