The World Will Not End Just Because I Don't Stick To My Lame Schedule
Today after I submitted my abstract which included calling bothing Calvin and Danny, and then paying the bills, I decided to take a break. Even people who don't work at jobs aren't always letting their mind rest. But first I also accompanied Josh to Comcast, which by the way was hidden out in BFE Brentwood. We're sure they hid it is well as they could to make it harder to get there so they could charge people money. We were returning our modem from the last place. I also tried to apply at REI but the girl said they were just finishing their hiring process. :/ I'd rather just hear no, than you're too late.
So back to my afternoon off. Josh and I watched Be Kind Rewind and ate homemade popcorn. I love that movie! Everyone should watch it. It's the most real movie I have ever seen, and yet it's the most fantastical movie ever. It's just amazing. It has Jack Black, a cameo of Sigorni Weaver, and it's just hilarious. In a feel good, real story sort of way. It's not a typical Jack Black movie. It's more like.....well nothing I've ever seen.
When I started college I wanted to go into editing movies and I wanted to create music videos. I realized just now, that I had decided that without ever really seeing more than 5 or 6 music videos ever.
Here is a list of stuff I want to buy:
1. truck
2. bedskirt
3. bedspread
4. dining room table
5. chairs to go with the dining room table
6. chairs to go outside on our porch
7. white lights to hang above our porch and other decorations to give it a mediterrianian feel.
8. jeans
9. business clothes
10. dresser or buffet thing...something with drawers for our dinning room
11. 3 bar stools
12. spice rack
13. dinner at Olive Garden
14. one pair of cute sandals that are dressy AND comfortable
15. HAIRCUT
16. Shelving for in our "desk" and for in the bathroom
Stuff has been dank around here, and I am working on improving my mindset and attitude, but it has been difficult. Though, today was day one, and these things take time.
I did discover something though...I find it quite amazing. I peeled a mango and removed the rotten parts (that's what lead to me discovering this, the rotten parts), and put it into my fake magic bullet blender, and added some frozen blueberries, some peanut butter, and some orange juice. Then I blend it and drink it! It's so thick and delicious!
My calorie counter says I only at 850 calories today. But I think it's very wrong. Because I feel I ate all day! I had a lot of buttery popcorn (I didn't add the butter to the counter) and I had chocolate (I added that, but I don't know how accurate it is), and I had a sugar cookie. I did NOT eat breakfast, but I thought the popcorn and snacks would more than make up for it. And then for dinner we had pork fried egg fried rice. I did not add the egg to the counter and I was lazy in adding the veggies and just put "frozen vegatables" in, but it was all fresh veggies. And there was a lot of oil in that dish and I added some chinese sweet pepper sauce to the dish. Which i didn't add in to the counter. The calorie count I got was off because I was lazy I guess. I ate SOOOooo much dinner. I even had seconds even though I was full. That's a big no no. But it was so good tasting I couldn't help it.
Oh, and I missed breakfast (which I HATE doing) because we slept in and then Josh read while I submitted the abstract, and by the time we were both ready to get up and eat food it was already 11:30.
Today was Josh's day off too, and so I tried to take a day off. Only it was really really hard. I wanted to do all the dishes constantly, I wanted to clean, vacuum, do the laundry, etc but I couldn't because that was work and if I did it now, what in the world would will I do this weekend when josh is working doubles both friday and saturday!?!?! But I found that I didn't like that I had become so controlling and obsesive over my day and it's schedule. It made me sooo mad that I didn't eat breakfast at 9am and that Josh ate a tiny pack of salmonella peanut butter crackers that he refused to throw out when we learned there may be salmonella in them. I was mad b/c he ate the crackers before we even started lunch/breakfast. Which I shouldn't have been. It most certiantly wasn't going to ruin his apetite. But I was like "that is unhealthy, and if you are going ot be healthy, you can eat breakfast (whatever it is, big or little) or eat that...but not both. That's too much food." And you know what? I've ever even talk to Josh or asked him about his diet or him eating healthier. I just couldn't stand that he wasn't doing the same as me. How insane is that? And how annoying of me. hense, my trying to lighten up a bit.
So back to my afternoon off. Josh and I watched Be Kind Rewind and ate homemade popcorn. I love that movie! Everyone should watch it. It's the most real movie I have ever seen, and yet it's the most fantastical movie ever. It's just amazing. It has Jack Black, a cameo of Sigorni Weaver, and it's just hilarious. In a feel good, real story sort of way. It's not a typical Jack Black movie. It's more like.....well nothing I've ever seen.
When I started college I wanted to go into editing movies and I wanted to create music videos. I realized just now, that I had decided that without ever really seeing more than 5 or 6 music videos ever.
Here is a list of stuff I want to buy:
1. truck
2. bedskirt
3. bedspread
4. dining room table
5. chairs to go with the dining room table
6. chairs to go outside on our porch
7. white lights to hang above our porch and other decorations to give it a mediterrianian feel.
8. jeans
9. business clothes
10. dresser or buffet thing...something with drawers for our dinning room
11. 3 bar stools
12. spice rack
13. dinner at Olive Garden
14. one pair of cute sandals that are dressy AND comfortable
15. HAIRCUT
16. Shelving for in our "desk" and for in the bathroom
Stuff has been dank around here, and I am working on improving my mindset and attitude, but it has been difficult. Though, today was day one, and these things take time.
I did discover something though...I find it quite amazing. I peeled a mango and removed the rotten parts (that's what lead to me discovering this, the rotten parts), and put it into my fake magic bullet blender, and added some frozen blueberries, some peanut butter, and some orange juice. Then I blend it and drink it! It's so thick and delicious!
My calorie counter says I only at 850 calories today. But I think it's very wrong. Because I feel I ate all day! I had a lot of buttery popcorn (I didn't add the butter to the counter) and I had chocolate (I added that, but I don't know how accurate it is), and I had a sugar cookie. I did NOT eat breakfast, but I thought the popcorn and snacks would more than make up for it. And then for dinner we had pork fried egg fried rice. I did not add the egg to the counter and I was lazy in adding the veggies and just put "frozen vegatables" in, but it was all fresh veggies. And there was a lot of oil in that dish and I added some chinese sweet pepper sauce to the dish. Which i didn't add in to the counter. The calorie count I got was off because I was lazy I guess. I ate SOOOooo much dinner. I even had seconds even though I was full. That's a big no no. But it was so good tasting I couldn't help it.
Oh, and I missed breakfast (which I HATE doing) because we slept in and then Josh read while I submitted the abstract, and by the time we were both ready to get up and eat food it was already 11:30.
Today was Josh's day off too, and so I tried to take a day off. Only it was really really hard. I wanted to do all the dishes constantly, I wanted to clean, vacuum, do the laundry, etc but I couldn't because that was work and if I did it now, what in the world would will I do this weekend when josh is working doubles both friday and saturday!?!?! But I found that I didn't like that I had become so controlling and obsesive over my day and it's schedule. It made me sooo mad that I didn't eat breakfast at 9am and that Josh ate a tiny pack of salmonella peanut butter crackers that he refused to throw out when we learned there may be salmonella in them. I was mad b/c he ate the crackers before we even started lunch/breakfast. Which I shouldn't have been. It most certiantly wasn't going to ruin his apetite. But I was like "that is unhealthy, and if you are going ot be healthy, you can eat breakfast (whatever it is, big or little) or eat that...but not both. That's too much food." And you know what? I've ever even talk to Josh or asked him about his diet or him eating healthier. I just couldn't stand that he wasn't doing the same as me. How insane is that? And how annoying of me. hense, my trying to lighten up a bit.