Can You Have a Brain Cold?
I don't feel good mentally. Does that make sense? I feel horribly sick, but not physically... And i don't think I am depressed, I am just terribly sad.
I am also mad at Josh. I told him I was going to want him to pick me up today, and I even had a great big surprise for him. it was going to be awesome and my day was going to be better. He never once answered his phone. He didn't even think to check to see if I was calling. Why not? I think of him all day and check my phone when I've been away from my desk. He never checks his email either. And we fought this morning about something similar. You'd think for at least one day he'd be extra careful. I don't want to talk to him for a long time...I have nothing to say.
I spent all day long trying to figure out how to get GIS to work. It's a computer program that needs digital maps with spatial data. So I have several digital maps, but none with spacial data. I thought maybe I could add the spacial data in...so I tried to open the pdf geologic map I have in Illistrator. That did NOT work. Then I tried to trick it into opening, but that had its' own set of problems. I didn't know what to do at all. I didn't know who to ask. I had zero solutions. John finally helped me search for the proper maps I needed to see if we could download them for free. I couldn't do it b/c I don't even know what sort of file type I need for GIS (arcMap)...but we found just the right thing, and it costs 50$ to download. Yeah 50$ for something I can't even touch. Life sure is strange. Then I talked to Guil and he said that I could pay that no problem. But he doesn't want it to become something where I need this, and then something else, and then somethign else, and it becomes a major money and time suck. Well, sorry to say guil, it already is a major time suck, and I have NO IDEA at all what this entails. I really don't think I will need more, b/c once I get spacial data for one map, I can just lay the geologic map down on top of it in the right place manually. I hope. Goodness I hope so. I have never done this before except in a 100 level class, where what I was doing was written down for me, right down to how to save everytime. Like I actually learned something. I learned that Joey, the TA was a major douchebag manpig who thought he was better than us b/c he was in grad school and we were just undergrads. I bet I was the same ages him...I was a super senior when I took this class.
It is sooooooooo loud out. Cars, trucks, Belmont kids laughing and having fun and reminding me how much life sucks, and the neighbor is watchign the debate. I tried watching that, but Palin with her fake smile and prewritten answeres made me want to vomit. At least the other guy could hide the fact that he had prewritten answers better. You know why I don't like her...she's one of those women I don't trust. And you can tell she is not politically savvy, she keeps on using bad phrases and never says anything that is actually from her. Ack, the whole debate was pissing me off. It was just a petty arguement on both sides, and I didnt' really at all get to know the people. It is all politicized up and it makes me want to throw up. All she's got going for her is her glasses...which I also can't stand. I can't stand her soccer mom looks. I don't like soccer moms, and she definetely is one and is trying to epidimize them as well.
*vomits*
I did finish my grading today. And ate tiramasu for breakfast.
I have to go read about the early earth now. At least I like that.
I am also mad at Josh. I told him I was going to want him to pick me up today, and I even had a great big surprise for him. it was going to be awesome and my day was going to be better. He never once answered his phone. He didn't even think to check to see if I was calling. Why not? I think of him all day and check my phone when I've been away from my desk. He never checks his email either. And we fought this morning about something similar. You'd think for at least one day he'd be extra careful. I don't want to talk to him for a long time...I have nothing to say.
I spent all day long trying to figure out how to get GIS to work. It's a computer program that needs digital maps with spatial data. So I have several digital maps, but none with spacial data. I thought maybe I could add the spacial data in...so I tried to open the pdf geologic map I have in Illistrator. That did NOT work. Then I tried to trick it into opening, but that had its' own set of problems. I didn't know what to do at all. I didn't know who to ask. I had zero solutions. John finally helped me search for the proper maps I needed to see if we could download them for free. I couldn't do it b/c I don't even know what sort of file type I need for GIS (arcMap)...but we found just the right thing, and it costs 50$ to download. Yeah 50$ for something I can't even touch. Life sure is strange. Then I talked to Guil and he said that I could pay that no problem. But he doesn't want it to become something where I need this, and then something else, and then somethign else, and it becomes a major money and time suck. Well, sorry to say guil, it already is a major time suck, and I have NO IDEA at all what this entails. I really don't think I will need more, b/c once I get spacial data for one map, I can just lay the geologic map down on top of it in the right place manually. I hope. Goodness I hope so. I have never done this before except in a 100 level class, where what I was doing was written down for me, right down to how to save everytime. Like I actually learned something. I learned that Joey, the TA was a major douchebag manpig who thought he was better than us b/c he was in grad school and we were just undergrads. I bet I was the same ages him...I was a super senior when I took this class.
It is sooooooooo loud out. Cars, trucks, Belmont kids laughing and having fun and reminding me how much life sucks, and the neighbor is watchign the debate. I tried watching that, but Palin with her fake smile and prewritten answeres made me want to vomit. At least the other guy could hide the fact that he had prewritten answers better. You know why I don't like her...she's one of those women I don't trust. And you can tell she is not politically savvy, she keeps on using bad phrases and never says anything that is actually from her. Ack, the whole debate was pissing me off. It was just a petty arguement on both sides, and I didnt' really at all get to know the people. It is all politicized up and it makes me want to throw up. All she's got going for her is her glasses...which I also can't stand. I can't stand her soccer mom looks. I don't like soccer moms, and she definetely is one and is trying to epidimize them as well.
*vomits*
I did finish my grading today. And ate tiramasu for breakfast.
I have to go read about the early earth now. At least I like that.