May 08, 2008 22:05
the more days go by, the worse things get. Shouldn't it be the other way around? It's just one stressful devastating thing after the next, and it doesn't ever seem to stop. I can't deal with this anymore, and it's not something that I can even control or cut myself off from, because there's absolutely nothing I can do about it. I just want everything to go back to how it was a couple of months ago, when everything was jolly and everyone got along well. I want everyone to be happy, and in control of their lives. Things are spiraling out of control for everyone around me, and it's getting to me, it's getting to me a lot. And it's not just that, I mean, there's stress in my own life, and my own family, and then other people's gets piled on top, along with other nonsense that doesn't even matter. I didn't sleep last night. I didn't eat yesterday. I cried like 4 times since yesterday. It's not just because of this one single instance either, well it is, but that added to everything else just makes it twenty times harder. Blahhhh. I'm down in the dumps today. I hope tomorrow is better.