Jul 31, 2010 00:31
My current state of consciousness is actually quite a bit arduous. My mind is racing at the speed of light. I wish I had something to focus on (precisely why I am posting.) I just can't seem to find enough to keep myself satisfyingly occupied. Certainly insatiable. I could talk to an audience of people right now.
Regardless of my status quo, I feel positively elated to my core. This one, he's undoubtedly wonderful. I don't ever want to lose sight of this, although, I won't let myself become too vulnerable. It's difficult to maintain that mindset when this is the feeling I yearn for. This is such optimistic hope. It's almost like I'm not hoping, but, waiting. Just waiting for it to fall into place like I'm imagining it will.
In other news, my phone seems to be slowly deteriorating--internally and externally. Telling you, its become a piece of work. I'm really not sure if the way I use it has anything to do with it but I've pretty much been using it for the same various things since I got it.
By the way, today was a good day. I hung out with Erin, and met a girl named Cait. I like Cait, she seems really nice. We had a peaceful day through the back roads, at the park with the trees, and the calm crystalline water. We'll all hang out again I imagine. I'm camping out at Erin's HQ's until Sunday. I'm glad, I've missed her an incredble amount.
Vacation is this week, starting Monday. Monday... there are those butterflies. Monday is going to be a great day.
Sweep me off of my feet, fly me to the moon. I have a good feeling you'll accomplish that with ease.