Say it ain't so
I am so glad last night happened. It answered so many questions in my life and it made me feel comfortable with my decision. I think I'm going to call him tomorrow and tell him that it's my final decision and that we need to start planning stuff now. I gained back so much respect for him because of the stuff he said and how he acted. I'm just glad that he is going to be there with me through it all and help me with everything. I'm scared and I will be sad but I know that in the end this is the only right decision that can be made in a situation like that. We had a good time otherwise too. We talked which I dont think I've ever done with that kid. He really is a good kid deep in heart I just misjudged everything. I finally saw the Aaron that makes sense which kind of sucks because I like him again and thats not what I want, especially now that he has a girlfriend. But I'm sure I'll move on.