I can relate to your entry. Sometimes, when I'm in a certain mood, all I can think about is death. I've had people close to me die, but it was never really unexpected, so it wasn't a huge shock like Cliff's. And when I am in that mood, I do get really paranoid. Sometimes I have dreams where my mom or dad dies, and all day long I'm just in a crazy, dazed mood.
A few weeks ago when my mom was at her job interview, the interviewer called my home and my mom wasn't home yet. I told the woman that and she said, "Okay, well she was supposed to have an interview today." I freaked out and called my mom's cell phone, but she didn't pick up. I thought something happened to her. She ended up coming home 10 minutes later after a successful interview (which made me wonder why the woman said that like she did on the phone, but whatever).
I think once everything passes after awhile, the paranoid mood will shift to one of appreciation, because you know how limited and fragile life really is. Actually, thanks for writing this entry, because I think I needed to be reminded of that.
A few weeks ago when my mom was at her job interview, the interviewer called my home and my mom wasn't home yet. I told the woman that and she said, "Okay, well she was supposed to have an interview today." I freaked out and called my mom's cell phone, but she didn't pick up. I thought something happened to her. She ended up coming home 10 minutes later after a successful interview (which made me wonder why the woman said that like she did on the phone, but whatever).
I think once everything passes after awhile, the paranoid mood will shift to one of appreciation, because you know how limited and fragile life really is. Actually, thanks for writing this entry, because I think I needed to be reminded of that.
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