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i am so filled with so many emotions right now.
this day was not at all like i planned it, but dealing with things that aren't what i planned seems to be a lesson i still havent learned.
the morning did not go well.
that conversation couldn't have been farther away from what i wanted it to be.
I wish people would stay in my life. It's like my world is spinning and whipping everything out of my life, and I'm holding on to some people with all my might, but they seem to just slip from my grasp.
i want out of my life.
out!
i want to move so bad it hurts.
but i know thats not the answer.
being happy in my position is.
well, how the hell could i be happy here?
HOW?
im so cynical today, i just cant see things different today.
god, i see my flaws left and right.
its driving me crazy!
can you please help me? please help me do the right thing.
i know im pmsing, i HATE IT!!!!!!
I donot want to go to work.
NOT AT ALL.
not tomorrow either.
this day was not at all like i planned it, but dealing with things that aren't what i planned seems to be a lesson i still havent learned.
the morning did not go well.
that conversation couldn't have been farther away from what i wanted it to be.
I wish people would stay in my life. It's like my world is spinning and whipping everything out of my life, and I'm holding on to some people with all my might, but they seem to just slip from my grasp.
i want out of my life.
out!
i want to move so bad it hurts.
but i know thats not the answer.
being happy in my position is.
well, how the hell could i be happy here?
HOW?
im so cynical today, i just cant see things different today.
god, i see my flaws left and right.
its driving me crazy!
can you please help me? please help me do the right thing.
i know im pmsing, i HATE IT!!!!!!
I donot want to go to work.
NOT AT ALL.
not tomorrow either.