[fic] Something about waiting - Ruki/Reita - 4/4
Title: Something about waiting
Chapters: 4/4
Author: limaccia_san
Genre: fluff, humor, romance, slight angst
Warnings: slight straightness
Rating: pg-13
Band: the GazettE
Pairings: Ruki/Reita, slight Tsukasa[D’espairs ray]/Reita (past)
Disclaimer: not own Ruki’s cuteness, neither Reita’s missing nose U_U
Synopsis: “Can you promise me something?” he said quietly.
“Spill it “ was the breathless reply.
“If I do something stupid like push you away or stop holding your hand.. it is not because I don’t love you or I am ashamed of you.. it’s just that.. I’ll be a bit embarrassed.. it’s my first time in something like this, so.. if you feel my hand slip away from your, just grip tighter, ok?”
Summary: After a sudden encounter with an old flame Reita gets the opportunity to finally have the person he has always been in love with.
Comments: at the bottom
Reita knew very well that Ruki was as cuddly as a kitten, but it was also true that Ruki’d be as stubborn as a mule sometimes, so he wasn’t really surprised that the first time he tried, Ruki didn’t want to cede to his cuddle, fearing what the other’d think.
Such a stubborn, straight brat!
But then, an afternoon after a particular disastrous day at practice, Ruki was so mad and frustrated that Reita had to forcefully tackle him of the bed and stay of top of him for half an hour, softly talking to him and kissing every inch of skin he could reach in that position to relax him and finally roll their position, pull his tiny vocalist in his lap and cuddle him till he fall asleep with a smile on his lips and his cheeks nicely red.
From that moment Ruki sent his pride to go fly a kite and cuddled with Reita every time he had the chance to. He admitted to the bassist how much he liked to be showered with affectionate attentions in his arms, but he couldn’t help but threaten him that if he ever tell it to anyone he’d be so dead. Reita just rolled his eyes every time and then grinned happily at him.
So, during one of those first cuddling session, Reita decided to ask a question that whizzed in his mind for few days now. He looked at the other, curled on the bed next to him. After dinner they decided to watch a movie, but being Ruki the cuddle addicted he discovered to be, they ended up snuggling together, the movie forgotten and the volume turned down.
He looked down at the other. Ruki had his eyes closed and a peaceful mile on his lips, but feeling the other’s stare he cracked one eye open and looked contently at his boyfriend.
“What are you thinking about?” he asked in a calm, deep voice.
Reita smiled and tried to reply: “About.. us.. and.. what about public affection?”
“Huh?” Ruki tilted his head in confusion.
Reita chuckled, knowing that his question was out of the blue and he hurried to elaborate: “I was thinking that it’d be nice to have a date when we’ll have a day off and..”
“You want a date?” Ruki interrupted rather amused, but not minding the idea at all.
“Well, all couples have their first date and we hadn’t. I didn’t ask you before because I thought you’re still uncomfortable about the gay thing” Reita explained blushing, under the other’s intense gaze.
“Aaaaaaw you’re such a thoughtful girlfriend” Ruki mocked him, cupping his cheeks.
Reita glared at him and Ruki couldn’t help a giggle: “You know, I wouldn’t mind a date with you, we need to spend some time together outside the studio or my home, plus I.. I kinda miss our wonderings together” Reita smiled sweetly at him and Ruki continued: “I’ll also come to pick you up at your place. Should I bring you red roses?”
Reita laughed: “Nope, you silly, I like blue better”
Ruki grinned and wounded his arm around his neck, lovingly kissing his smile:
“Whatever you desire, sweetheart” he said in a sensual tone making Reita gulp and hiss as their bodies lay flush on top of each other as Ruki pushed him on his back.
He stared in his eyes for a moment, enjoying Reita’s soft pants on his lips, then he leaned down to feel them on his tongue before pushing his wet muscle in the other’s mouth, definitely taking his breath away. Ruki kissed him hotly for long moments, then he broke the contact and put his forehead on the other’s :
“Can you promise me something?” he said quietly.
“Spill it “ was the breathless reply.
“If I do something stupid like push you away or stop holding your hand.. it is not because I don’t care about you or I am ashamed of you.. it’s just that.. I’ll be a bit embarrassed.. it’s my first time in something like this, so.. if you feel my hand slip away from yours, just grip tighter, ok?” he murmured, squeezing his eyes.
Reita smiled, almost touched from his beloved’s sweetness: “I promise” he whispered back.
The first time they had a day off, as promised, Ruki officially asked Reita out on a date.
When the bassist opened his apartment’s door that night, he was expecting all but Ruki dressed nicer than usual with his intriguing, sweet, sexy smile on his lips and a blue rose in his hand.
Reita blushed madly and stared at him in utter adoration for some moments, feeling like a silly schoolgirl, but.. the night was promising good.
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Ruki and Reita were happy like never before. Ruki’d never expect that his surprising relationship with the bassist’d be so important and make him feel so good. He really was happy and he could feel his affection for the bassist grow day by day. He hadn’t confessed to him yet, but sometimes when they had the chance to sleep in the same bed, he’d wake up during the night and he’d began to stare at the sleeping man cuddled beside him. He’d smiled to himself in the dark, enjoying his time looking at the bassist and stroking his face lightly not to wake him up, breathing a light “I love you” on his temple before giving it one last kiss and go back to sleep.
Reita was really happy too, of course, but… being the expert one in this field he sensed that something was wrong. Nothing that could not be solved with a chat anyway.
Every time things got a bit hotter than usual ad he began to feel the excitement grow in his stomach, he wanted to touch his boyfriend but the least seemed to block every attempt he made. He was getting annoyed by it and a bit hurt too, but he still kept his patient, noticing how Ruki get uncomfortable when he looked at him as to scold because he didn’t want to take that damn step forward.
Until Reita had enough:
“Ruki we need to talk”
Ruki gulped, knowing what the bassist wanted to talk about: “W-what is it?”
“Ru what’s wrong? I thought you got used to be with a man.. why don’t you want to be touched?”
“I like to be touched, I let you touch me” he said not really convinced himself.
“I fucking want to jerk you off, Ruki, is it clear enough?”
Ruki flared up.
“I can’t understand, you love to have sex and you’ve always been horny and ready to fuck whenever since I know you.. what’s wrong now?” < I haven’t been too harsh, right? My tone was playful.. why does he look like a beaten puppy then?!?!?! T___T > “Oh, Taka.. I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to snap at you”
Ruki kept his eyes down.
“Taka, look at me, please, I’m sorry”
“Aki” he called with a tiny voice, launching himself in the other’s arms “dun leave me”
“Huh?”
“I’m sorry I’m a disastrous gay.. I’m so afraid.. I.. I really want you, but it’s difficult, you’re not a random fuck and.. I’m so nervous every time .. and I stop..”
Reita smiled, really thankful that Ruki said those words: “I’m sorry Taka, I imagined you were scared, but I’d never thought that much.. I’m sorry babe, but don’t worry you’ll get used to it.. we can do everything slowly.. you’d have said it though” He said kissing his cheek and stroking Ruki’s hair who began to purr.
“I’m shorry” he mumbled shyly smiling at him.
“It’s ok, I just need to know if you really want this”
“I want it, I want you Rei, I lo.. I-I mean I.. I need a bit of exercise I suppose” Ruki hurried to say, without noticing the sexiness of his words.
Reita, in fact smirked: “Then I’ll be your sensei. Don’t worry, I’ll make you do a lot of exercises”
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They decided to keep it silent with the others, at least until Ruki decided that it was ok to let the others know. Beside, they really enjoyed to sneak out of the practice room during breaks and find a quiet place to privately practice another kind of music.
Reita kept his word and, doing everything step by step, succeeded in making Ruki get comfortable with the new situation.
Reita was a great sensei and he was so damn proud of his gakusei, who learned everything quickly and was eager to know more and more. The best part for both was homework. Ruki was simply impatient to show his sensei his improvements. And one of the thing that Reita loved the most in his dear gakusei was his initiative. If at the beginning of their classes Ruki was shy and a bit awkward the following weeks he regained all his self confidence that was very good for his willingness to take the initiative.
So, mentally reviewing all the stuff Reita taught him and everything he learned during their practice, like sensitive spot of his beloved sensei and things he’d like, Ruki decided that it was the time for him to take some important steps. With sweaty hands he walked closer to Reita who was packing his bass and called him with a strange voice:
< Why the hell I’m so nervous now?? >
“Hey” Reita smiled back at him.
Ruki blushed and, without looking at him he asked: “Would you like to come to my place for dinner tonight?”
“Oh? Yeah, gladly!” he accepted with a happy grin.
“Great, see you around 8 then?” Ruki said a bit more relaxed.
“Sure”
“And.. you’re staying over, right?” he asked shyly, keeping his voice quiet.
Reita take a look around the room, making sure that everyone was busy and not looking at them, then he took the other’s hand and leaned down to give a quick peck on his cheek: “I’m so happy you asked” he said smiling
Ruki blushed again, but smiled back and squeezed his hand before mumbling a “see you later” , saying his goodbye to everyone, rushing out of the room.
He had everything planned out: the dinner was almost ready, so as soon as Reita arrived they’d eat and then he’d propose a movie so they’d end up snuggle on the couch and at that point he’d make his move.
Ahah everything was going to proceed smoothly, it wasn’t the most original of the plans, but the important thing was the result, right?
But, as we all know, life is full of unforeseens and this kind of plans always fail, no matter how much you want them to work.
When the doorbell ringed, Ruki smiled widely and run to the door to welcome his favourite guest. Reita was leaned against the doorframe, with his sexy smile on the lips that happily widened even more when he saw his beautiful vocalist greet him. Ruki let him inside, took his jacket and put it in the wardrobe behind the door.
He turned toward Reita who was looking at him and.. the time stopped.
He blushed as never before and Reita couldn’t help a smile as he walked closer and put his hand on the others waist pulling his closer. When his body touched the bassist’s Ruki closed his eyes and moaned, suddenly feeling unbelievably hot everywhere.
Reita leaned down and kissed his lips softly, making Ruki whimper. The little vocalist raised his arms to wound them around the other’s neck to bring them even closer. They kept kissing again and again and Reita’d feel the heat radiating from Ruki’s face as he nibbled on his tongue. Few thoughtless moments later a certain hardness of his body finally reminded Ruki that he had something to do. He pulled away from their amazing kiss:
“Akira” he whispered breathless.
“What?” he breathed on his neck as he licked and nibbled the tasty skin.
< Yeah, what Ruki? What the hell, I dun remember a thing.. stupid sexy Reita and stupid sexy kisses.. he gets me all confused.. and hard.. damn hard.. OH! HARD! RIGHT! >
“Akira” he all but moaned rather loudly.
Reita finally pulled away from his dinner and looked at his flushed Ruki, who gulped, trying not to lose control, and took his hand, leading them toward his bedroom.
He stopped as they passed by the kitchen and took a glance at the table set for the dinner.
< Fuck the plan > he thought smiling, then turned toward Reita, who was waiting for his decision, and hugged him tightly. He pecked his lips and looking at him in the eyes, blushing again, but sure of the thing he was about to say:
“I want to make love to you”
Reita’s eyes got wide and the moment he registered the information he couldn’t help a smile. He throw an arm in the air and “woooho”ed out loud in happiness. He picked up Ruki who gasped and punched his arm lightly for his silly reaction but he smiled fondly at him. They rubbed the tip of their noses together as Reita kept carrying him toward his bed. He put him down carefully and lied next to him on his side, so he could look at him. He smiled down at Ruki’s red face and cupped his cheek:
“Are you sure to be ready, my dear gakusen?”
Ruki chuckled and rolled on his side: “I’m sure sensei”
Reita smiled at took his hand, kissing his knuckles.
It seems that the colour of Ruki’s face’d just gain intensity, but he couldn’t help it. Being treated so sweetly was overwhelming for him. Now it seemed the perfect moment to confess a certain thing:
“Akira?”
“Hum?” he replied, putting the other’s hand that still held in his own on his cheek.
Ruki scooted closer, until he’d feel the other’s warmth on his own body, and locked their gaze:
“I’m in love with you” he said, stroking with his thumb Reita’s cheekbone.
The other blinked, a nice, bright pink colouring his cheeks. He opened his mouth few times, as he wanted to say something, but he just looked like a fish and Ruki couldn’t help a chuckle, noticing the other’s cute astonishment:
“You.. you.. I-I mean.. d-do.. “ but it seemed like the words just couldn’t came out.
“Yeah, I really do. Why are you so surprised?” Ruki asked sweetly.
Reita took a deep breath, and tried to speak properly this time:
“Taka, I.. I’m so happy that I just can’t think. I’ve always imagined this moment, but it seems that reality is so much different from dreams.. I’m sorry, you know I love you so much, and.. I’d show my happiness right now, but.. I dunno, I.. I’m so damn happy Taka, and I love you so much too”
Ruki smiled at this and hugged his overwhelmed boyfriend tightly. Reita hide his face in the other’s neck, a bit confused that his reaction was so lame. Ruki somehow could understand his reaction, but maybe he just needed to be eased up a little.
He pushed him on his back and straddled his hips, putting his bent arms on each side of his head, so that their faces were really close. He looked straight in his eyes and without closing them he poked out his tongue to lick at his closed lips. Reita parted them just enough to let out a small moan, while Ruki’s wet lips kissed all over his face very slowly and softly. He suddenly felt his eyes burn and when his lover kissed away that single tear that felt from his eyelash he heard the other murmur:
“This is a happy tear, isn’t it?”
Reita finally burst out laughing and hugged a confused Ruki rolling them again so he was on top. Reita kissed his vocalist chastely on the lips:
“This is what you do to me Taka.. you make me into a speechless, thoughtless, crying mess. Thank you for loving me, sweetheart, you made me the happiest man on Earth.” Ruki blushed a deep red as Reita whispered those words and kissed him lightly.
That night as Ruki made love to Reita he’d not stop kissing him desperately, moaning his name and whispering “I love you” to the other, while squeezing his hand that he held all night along as he thrust into the other’s warm body.
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“Taka, Taka, please.. ahah.. stop it.. ahahah”
Reita couldn’t help but laughs madly as Ruki kept gnawing and licking his belly, giving feathery touches to his sides every now and then, tickling mercilessly his poor bassist.
Ruki raised his head from the other’s stomach licking his lower lips, grinning playfully, really satisfied with his newfound activity.
“But you’re so cute when you squirm” he said like it was a good excuse.
Reita managed a half pout, since he was still giggling for the tickling sensation, making Ruki “aaaaaaaw” and collapse on him, snuggling his face in the other’s neck. He took advantage of the situation and placed a long kiss on the other’s skin. Reita chuckled at Ruki’s sudden cuddliness and wounded his arms around his little body, kissing his hair.
“Hey Aki?” Ruki said, after a moment, looking at him.
“Hum?” Reita hummed, looking back.
“Next week..”
“I know” he interrupted with a smile.
“Can you believe it?” Ruki asked excitedly.
The bassist chuckled: “I.. I wouldn’t dare to even dream about it..”
“But you did it” said Ruki with a huge smile on his pretty face.
“Huh? I did what?”
“You conquered me”
Reita burst out laughing: “Yeah, I wish.. it was more like you noticed me and got what you wanted, and luckily it was the same thing I’ve always desired”
“But I’d have never noticed you if you weren’t the way you are, so shut up, you conquered me!” Ruki reasoned, pouting “You were able to make me love a man!! I mean.. a MAN!! With.. a penis”
Reita couldn’t help but laugh again: “And considering how much you love women I’m sooooo great!”. They both smirked.
“Smartass” Ruki grinned on his lips, giving them a couple of playful kisses.
Reita smiled and kissed the tip of his nose. Ruki giggled cutely and then he laid down again, on the other’s chest.
He was so happy. He’ve never felt like this before. At the beginning he was so scared, scared about his choice, scared of hurting the other, of loosing him forever, of doing something wrong. He was terrified. But at the same time he noticed that being with Reita was so easy. He craved the other’s company and his closeness. At times he feared to be clingy, and he forced himself to give Reita some space to breathe, but it seemed like the bassist didn’t need to breath as long as he has him close, possibly in his arms.
Ruki learned how to behave properly in a relationship, and he discovered that he was more than willing to share his life with the other. Maybe it was because he’s always been used to talk to the other, he was his best friend since a long time, after all, but he was still surprised about how he let himself open to the other.
Probably the certainness that Reita was madly in love with him helped.
And that was a certainness that made him feel all warm. It really was a great sensation knowing that someone loves you that intensely. And he was certain of this fact not because of self-confidence or arrogance, it’s just that Reita was so happy to have him that he didn’t fail once in making him understand how he felt, and not only with words.
He was caring and adorable with him, he made him laugh when he needed to be cheered up and he cuddled him when he was upset and always find the right way to calm him down when he was angry. All this without being oppressive. And he was so damn patient at the beginning with him who didn’t know what to do and how to behave and how to manage the situation.
Ruki was really grateful for what happened between the two of them that brought them to that point. Very very grateful to have such an amazing person by his side.
“Akira?”
“Hum?”
“I love you so much”
Notes ♪ :
Nuuuuuu it’s finished T^T
I’m sorry this took me ages by the way, but the inspiration was missing and I didn’t want it to end too quickly and ruin the final chapter. I’m sad it’s over ç____ç
Anyway now I can concentrate on the new chap of “What a chance” and begin new stuff.
I really hope you liked and it didn’t disappoint you. Also thank you to everyone who kept commenting and encouraging me in the past chapters.
Thank you guys!! *hugs*
Chapters: 4/4
Author: limaccia_san
Genre: fluff, humor, romance, slight angst
Warnings: slight straightness
Rating: pg-13
Band: the GazettE
Pairings: Ruki/Reita, slight Tsukasa[D’espairs ray]/Reita (past)
Disclaimer: not own Ruki’s cuteness, neither Reita’s missing nose U_U
Synopsis: “Can you promise me something?” he said quietly.
“Spill it “ was the breathless reply.
“If I do something stupid like push you away or stop holding your hand.. it is not because I don’t love you or I am ashamed of you.. it’s just that.. I’ll be a bit embarrassed.. it’s my first time in something like this, so.. if you feel my hand slip away from your, just grip tighter, ok?”
Summary: After a sudden encounter with an old flame Reita gets the opportunity to finally have the person he has always been in love with.
Comments: at the bottom
Reita knew very well that Ruki was as cuddly as a kitten, but it was also true that Ruki’d be as stubborn as a mule sometimes, so he wasn’t really surprised that the first time he tried, Ruki didn’t want to cede to his cuddle, fearing what the other’d think.
Such a stubborn, straight brat!
But then, an afternoon after a particular disastrous day at practice, Ruki was so mad and frustrated that Reita had to forcefully tackle him of the bed and stay of top of him for half an hour, softly talking to him and kissing every inch of skin he could reach in that position to relax him and finally roll their position, pull his tiny vocalist in his lap and cuddle him till he fall asleep with a smile on his lips and his cheeks nicely red.
From that moment Ruki sent his pride to go fly a kite and cuddled with Reita every time he had the chance to. He admitted to the bassist how much he liked to be showered with affectionate attentions in his arms, but he couldn’t help but threaten him that if he ever tell it to anyone he’d be so dead. Reita just rolled his eyes every time and then grinned happily at him.
So, during one of those first cuddling session, Reita decided to ask a question that whizzed in his mind for few days now. He looked at the other, curled on the bed next to him. After dinner they decided to watch a movie, but being Ruki the cuddle addicted he discovered to be, they ended up snuggling together, the movie forgotten and the volume turned down.
He looked down at the other. Ruki had his eyes closed and a peaceful mile on his lips, but feeling the other’s stare he cracked one eye open and looked contently at his boyfriend.
“What are you thinking about?” he asked in a calm, deep voice.
Reita smiled and tried to reply: “About.. us.. and.. what about public affection?”
“Huh?” Ruki tilted his head in confusion.
Reita chuckled, knowing that his question was out of the blue and he hurried to elaborate: “I was thinking that it’d be nice to have a date when we’ll have a day off and..”
“You want a date?” Ruki interrupted rather amused, but not minding the idea at all.
“Well, all couples have their first date and we hadn’t. I didn’t ask you before because I thought you’re still uncomfortable about the gay thing” Reita explained blushing, under the other’s intense gaze.
“Aaaaaaw you’re such a thoughtful girlfriend” Ruki mocked him, cupping his cheeks.
Reita glared at him and Ruki couldn’t help a giggle: “You know, I wouldn’t mind a date with you, we need to spend some time together outside the studio or my home, plus I.. I kinda miss our wonderings together” Reita smiled sweetly at him and Ruki continued: “I’ll also come to pick you up at your place. Should I bring you red roses?”
Reita laughed: “Nope, you silly, I like blue better”
Ruki grinned and wounded his arm around his neck, lovingly kissing his smile:
“Whatever you desire, sweetheart” he said in a sensual tone making Reita gulp and hiss as their bodies lay flush on top of each other as Ruki pushed him on his back.
He stared in his eyes for a moment, enjoying Reita’s soft pants on his lips, then he leaned down to feel them on his tongue before pushing his wet muscle in the other’s mouth, definitely taking his breath away. Ruki kissed him hotly for long moments, then he broke the contact and put his forehead on the other’s :
“Can you promise me something?” he said quietly.
“Spill it “ was the breathless reply.
“If I do something stupid like push you away or stop holding your hand.. it is not because I don’t care about you or I am ashamed of you.. it’s just that.. I’ll be a bit embarrassed.. it’s my first time in something like this, so.. if you feel my hand slip away from yours, just grip tighter, ok?” he murmured, squeezing his eyes.
Reita smiled, almost touched from his beloved’s sweetness: “I promise” he whispered back.
The first time they had a day off, as promised, Ruki officially asked Reita out on a date.
When the bassist opened his apartment’s door that night, he was expecting all but Ruki dressed nicer than usual with his intriguing, sweet, sexy smile on his lips and a blue rose in his hand.
Reita blushed madly and stared at him in utter adoration for some moments, feeling like a silly schoolgirl, but.. the night was promising good.
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Ruki and Reita were happy like never before. Ruki’d never expect that his surprising relationship with the bassist’d be so important and make him feel so good. He really was happy and he could feel his affection for the bassist grow day by day. He hadn’t confessed to him yet, but sometimes when they had the chance to sleep in the same bed, he’d wake up during the night and he’d began to stare at the sleeping man cuddled beside him. He’d smiled to himself in the dark, enjoying his time looking at the bassist and stroking his face lightly not to wake him up, breathing a light “I love you” on his temple before giving it one last kiss and go back to sleep.
Reita was really happy too, of course, but… being the expert one in this field he sensed that something was wrong. Nothing that could not be solved with a chat anyway.
Every time things got a bit hotter than usual ad he began to feel the excitement grow in his stomach, he wanted to touch his boyfriend but the least seemed to block every attempt he made. He was getting annoyed by it and a bit hurt too, but he still kept his patient, noticing how Ruki get uncomfortable when he looked at him as to scold because he didn’t want to take that damn step forward.
Until Reita had enough:
“Ruki we need to talk”
Ruki gulped, knowing what the bassist wanted to talk about: “W-what is it?”
“Ru what’s wrong? I thought you got used to be with a man.. why don’t you want to be touched?”
“I like to be touched, I let you touch me” he said not really convinced himself.
“I fucking want to jerk you off, Ruki, is it clear enough?”
Ruki flared up.
“I can’t understand, you love to have sex and you’ve always been horny and ready to fuck whenever since I know you.. what’s wrong now?” < I haven’t been too harsh, right? My tone was playful.. why does he look like a beaten puppy then?!?!?! T___T > “Oh, Taka.. I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to snap at you”
Ruki kept his eyes down.
“Taka, look at me, please, I’m sorry”
“Aki” he called with a tiny voice, launching himself in the other’s arms “dun leave me”
“Huh?”
“I’m sorry I’m a disastrous gay.. I’m so afraid.. I.. I really want you, but it’s difficult, you’re not a random fuck and.. I’m so nervous every time .. and I stop..”
Reita smiled, really thankful that Ruki said those words: “I’m sorry Taka, I imagined you were scared, but I’d never thought that much.. I’m sorry babe, but don’t worry you’ll get used to it.. we can do everything slowly.. you’d have said it though” He said kissing his cheek and stroking Ruki’s hair who began to purr.
“I’m shorry” he mumbled shyly smiling at him.
“It’s ok, I just need to know if you really want this”
“I want it, I want you Rei, I lo.. I-I mean I.. I need a bit of exercise I suppose” Ruki hurried to say, without noticing the sexiness of his words.
Reita, in fact smirked: “Then I’ll be your sensei. Don’t worry, I’ll make you do a lot of exercises”
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They decided to keep it silent with the others, at least until Ruki decided that it was ok to let the others know. Beside, they really enjoyed to sneak out of the practice room during breaks and find a quiet place to privately practice another kind of music.
Reita kept his word and, doing everything step by step, succeeded in making Ruki get comfortable with the new situation.
Reita was a great sensei and he was so damn proud of his gakusei, who learned everything quickly and was eager to know more and more. The best part for both was homework. Ruki was simply impatient to show his sensei his improvements. And one of the thing that Reita loved the most in his dear gakusei was his initiative. If at the beginning of their classes Ruki was shy and a bit awkward the following weeks he regained all his self confidence that was very good for his willingness to take the initiative.
So, mentally reviewing all the stuff Reita taught him and everything he learned during their practice, like sensitive spot of his beloved sensei and things he’d like, Ruki decided that it was the time for him to take some important steps. With sweaty hands he walked closer to Reita who was packing his bass and called him with a strange voice:
< Why the hell I’m so nervous now?? >
“Hey” Reita smiled back at him.
Ruki blushed and, without looking at him he asked: “Would you like to come to my place for dinner tonight?”
“Oh? Yeah, gladly!” he accepted with a happy grin.
“Great, see you around 8 then?” Ruki said a bit more relaxed.
“Sure”
“And.. you’re staying over, right?” he asked shyly, keeping his voice quiet.
Reita take a look around the room, making sure that everyone was busy and not looking at them, then he took the other’s hand and leaned down to give a quick peck on his cheek: “I’m so happy you asked” he said smiling
Ruki blushed again, but smiled back and squeezed his hand before mumbling a “see you later” , saying his goodbye to everyone, rushing out of the room.
He had everything planned out: the dinner was almost ready, so as soon as Reita arrived they’d eat and then he’d propose a movie so they’d end up snuggle on the couch and at that point he’d make his move.
Ahah everything was going to proceed smoothly, it wasn’t the most original of the plans, but the important thing was the result, right?
But, as we all know, life is full of unforeseens and this kind of plans always fail, no matter how much you want them to work.
When the doorbell ringed, Ruki smiled widely and run to the door to welcome his favourite guest. Reita was leaned against the doorframe, with his sexy smile on the lips that happily widened even more when he saw his beautiful vocalist greet him. Ruki let him inside, took his jacket and put it in the wardrobe behind the door.
He turned toward Reita who was looking at him and.. the time stopped.
He blushed as never before and Reita couldn’t help a smile as he walked closer and put his hand on the others waist pulling his closer. When his body touched the bassist’s Ruki closed his eyes and moaned, suddenly feeling unbelievably hot everywhere.
Reita leaned down and kissed his lips softly, making Ruki whimper. The little vocalist raised his arms to wound them around the other’s neck to bring them even closer. They kept kissing again and again and Reita’d feel the heat radiating from Ruki’s face as he nibbled on his tongue. Few thoughtless moments later a certain hardness of his body finally reminded Ruki that he had something to do. He pulled away from their amazing kiss:
“Akira” he whispered breathless.
“What?” he breathed on his neck as he licked and nibbled the tasty skin.
< Yeah, what Ruki? What the hell, I dun remember a thing.. stupid sexy Reita and stupid sexy kisses.. he gets me all confused.. and hard.. damn hard.. OH! HARD! RIGHT! >
“Akira” he all but moaned rather loudly.
Reita finally pulled away from his dinner and looked at his flushed Ruki, who gulped, trying not to lose control, and took his hand, leading them toward his bedroom.
He stopped as they passed by the kitchen and took a glance at the table set for the dinner.
< Fuck the plan > he thought smiling, then turned toward Reita, who was waiting for his decision, and hugged him tightly. He pecked his lips and looking at him in the eyes, blushing again, but sure of the thing he was about to say:
“I want to make love to you”
Reita’s eyes got wide and the moment he registered the information he couldn’t help a smile. He throw an arm in the air and “woooho”ed out loud in happiness. He picked up Ruki who gasped and punched his arm lightly for his silly reaction but he smiled fondly at him. They rubbed the tip of their noses together as Reita kept carrying him toward his bed. He put him down carefully and lied next to him on his side, so he could look at him. He smiled down at Ruki’s red face and cupped his cheek:
“Are you sure to be ready, my dear gakusen?”
Ruki chuckled and rolled on his side: “I’m sure sensei”
Reita smiled at took his hand, kissing his knuckles.
It seems that the colour of Ruki’s face’d just gain intensity, but he couldn’t help it. Being treated so sweetly was overwhelming for him. Now it seemed the perfect moment to confess a certain thing:
“Akira?”
“Hum?” he replied, putting the other’s hand that still held in his own on his cheek.
Ruki scooted closer, until he’d feel the other’s warmth on his own body, and locked their gaze:
“I’m in love with you” he said, stroking with his thumb Reita’s cheekbone.
The other blinked, a nice, bright pink colouring his cheeks. He opened his mouth few times, as he wanted to say something, but he just looked like a fish and Ruki couldn’t help a chuckle, noticing the other’s cute astonishment:
“You.. you.. I-I mean.. d-do.. “ but it seemed like the words just couldn’t came out.
“Yeah, I really do. Why are you so surprised?” Ruki asked sweetly.
Reita took a deep breath, and tried to speak properly this time:
“Taka, I.. I’m so happy that I just can’t think. I’ve always imagined this moment, but it seems that reality is so much different from dreams.. I’m sorry, you know I love you so much, and.. I’d show my happiness right now, but.. I dunno, I.. I’m so damn happy Taka, and I love you so much too”
Ruki smiled at this and hugged his overwhelmed boyfriend tightly. Reita hide his face in the other’s neck, a bit confused that his reaction was so lame. Ruki somehow could understand his reaction, but maybe he just needed to be eased up a little.
He pushed him on his back and straddled his hips, putting his bent arms on each side of his head, so that their faces were really close. He looked straight in his eyes and without closing them he poked out his tongue to lick at his closed lips. Reita parted them just enough to let out a small moan, while Ruki’s wet lips kissed all over his face very slowly and softly. He suddenly felt his eyes burn and when his lover kissed away that single tear that felt from his eyelash he heard the other murmur:
“This is a happy tear, isn’t it?”
Reita finally burst out laughing and hugged a confused Ruki rolling them again so he was on top. Reita kissed his vocalist chastely on the lips:
“This is what you do to me Taka.. you make me into a speechless, thoughtless, crying mess. Thank you for loving me, sweetheart, you made me the happiest man on Earth.” Ruki blushed a deep red as Reita whispered those words and kissed him lightly.
That night as Ruki made love to Reita he’d not stop kissing him desperately, moaning his name and whispering “I love you” to the other, while squeezing his hand that he held all night along as he thrust into the other’s warm body.
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“Taka, Taka, please.. ahah.. stop it.. ahahah”
Reita couldn’t help but laughs madly as Ruki kept gnawing and licking his belly, giving feathery touches to his sides every now and then, tickling mercilessly his poor bassist.
Ruki raised his head from the other’s stomach licking his lower lips, grinning playfully, really satisfied with his newfound activity.
“But you’re so cute when you squirm” he said like it was a good excuse.
Reita managed a half pout, since he was still giggling for the tickling sensation, making Ruki “aaaaaaaw” and collapse on him, snuggling his face in the other’s neck. He took advantage of the situation and placed a long kiss on the other’s skin. Reita chuckled at Ruki’s sudden cuddliness and wounded his arms around his little body, kissing his hair.
“Hey Aki?” Ruki said, after a moment, looking at him.
“Hum?” Reita hummed, looking back.
“Next week..”
“I know” he interrupted with a smile.
“Can you believe it?” Ruki asked excitedly.
The bassist chuckled: “I.. I wouldn’t dare to even dream about it..”
“But you did it” said Ruki with a huge smile on his pretty face.
“Huh? I did what?”
“You conquered me”
Reita burst out laughing: “Yeah, I wish.. it was more like you noticed me and got what you wanted, and luckily it was the same thing I’ve always desired”
“But I’d have never noticed you if you weren’t the way you are, so shut up, you conquered me!” Ruki reasoned, pouting “You were able to make me love a man!! I mean.. a MAN!! With.. a penis”
Reita couldn’t help but laugh again: “And considering how much you love women I’m sooooo great!”. They both smirked.
“Smartass” Ruki grinned on his lips, giving them a couple of playful kisses.
Reita smiled and kissed the tip of his nose. Ruki giggled cutely and then he laid down again, on the other’s chest.
He was so happy. He’ve never felt like this before. At the beginning he was so scared, scared about his choice, scared of hurting the other, of loosing him forever, of doing something wrong. He was terrified. But at the same time he noticed that being with Reita was so easy. He craved the other’s company and his closeness. At times he feared to be clingy, and he forced himself to give Reita some space to breathe, but it seemed like the bassist didn’t need to breath as long as he has him close, possibly in his arms.
Ruki learned how to behave properly in a relationship, and he discovered that he was more than willing to share his life with the other. Maybe it was because he’s always been used to talk to the other, he was his best friend since a long time, after all, but he was still surprised about how he let himself open to the other.
Probably the certainness that Reita was madly in love with him helped.
And that was a certainness that made him feel all warm. It really was a great sensation knowing that someone loves you that intensely. And he was certain of this fact not because of self-confidence or arrogance, it’s just that Reita was so happy to have him that he didn’t fail once in making him understand how he felt, and not only with words.
He was caring and adorable with him, he made him laugh when he needed to be cheered up and he cuddled him when he was upset and always find the right way to calm him down when he was angry. All this without being oppressive. And he was so damn patient at the beginning with him who didn’t know what to do and how to behave and how to manage the situation.
Ruki was really grateful for what happened between the two of them that brought them to that point. Very very grateful to have such an amazing person by his side.
“Akira?”
“Hum?”
“I love you so much”
Notes ♪ :
Nuuuuuu it’s finished T^T
I’m sorry this took me ages by the way, but the inspiration was missing and I didn’t want it to end too quickly and ruin the final chapter. I’m sad it’s over ç____ç
Anyway now I can concentrate on the new chap of “What a chance” and begin new stuff.
I really hope you liked and it didn’t disappoint you. Also thank you to everyone who kept commenting and encouraging me in the past chapters.
Thank you guys!! *hugs*