A Good Trip...
Yesterday I drove to Muncie to get Johnny out of jail...
We spent the day together talking and trying to work everything out. He's taking full responsibility for everything that has happened between us. He knowns I never did anything to deserve to be treated that way and he's apoligized about a million times before I finally left Muncie to go home...
WE ARE NOT TOGETHER! I would just like to make that a point. He kissed me on the cheek but that was all I would allow. I did hug him and let him hold me when he walk out of the jail.
It felt so good to be held. Even if it was be someone who has hurt me in the past...
I tried not to just melt into him... But I did give in alittle. I enjoyed his embrace and maybe let him hold me a few seconds too long for both of us....
All together it went well...
Johnny is coming to Indy tomorrow sometime. He's going to meet Meja and my mom as well... He has insisted on meeting my mom... I wasn't going to force him into meeting her just yet but he is insisting to meet her. I'll be going back to Muncie with him for the weekend and I'll be staying wtih him mom.
This weekend is either going to be the breaking point of our relationship or it will be the start of something new and beautiful... I'm not getting my hopes up. I know the odds, I'm not a fool... I'm just going to let this weekend unfold how it's going to unfold. After that, we'll see what happens...
I've got some laundry to do so I should be going.
LOVE
Christine
We spent the day together talking and trying to work everything out. He's taking full responsibility for everything that has happened between us. He knowns I never did anything to deserve to be treated that way and he's apoligized about a million times before I finally left Muncie to go home...
WE ARE NOT TOGETHER! I would just like to make that a point. He kissed me on the cheek but that was all I would allow. I did hug him and let him hold me when he walk out of the jail.
It felt so good to be held. Even if it was be someone who has hurt me in the past...
I tried not to just melt into him... But I did give in alittle. I enjoyed his embrace and maybe let him hold me a few seconds too long for both of us....
All together it went well...
Johnny is coming to Indy tomorrow sometime. He's going to meet Meja and my mom as well... He has insisted on meeting my mom... I wasn't going to force him into meeting her just yet but he is insisting to meet her. I'll be going back to Muncie with him for the weekend and I'll be staying wtih him mom.
This weekend is either going to be the breaking point of our relationship or it will be the start of something new and beautiful... I'm not getting my hopes up. I know the odds, I'm not a fool... I'm just going to let this weekend unfold how it's going to unfold. After that, we'll see what happens...
I've got some laundry to do so I should be going.
LOVE
Christine