*Sigh*
So... Johnny is in jail.. Again, for battery... His brother has been emailing me since he got locked up. I've been trying to come up with some money to get him out of jail but so far, I've only got $50... Which isn't going to do it, obviously.
Today, the email from Johnny's brother Phil was upseting. "Jon says he loves you and he misses you. He hopes once he gets out of jail you guys can start over and start your life together. He said he's sorry for letting you down again."
Blah... What am I supposed to do with this... My head tells me one thing and my heart tells me something completely different. I don't know what to do. He says he'll change, of course he says he'll change. And I want to believe him. My heart wants to believe him. My head keeps telling me not to believe him.
I don't know what to think or what to do... I guess I can wait until he gets out of jail to see what he has to say.
I feel like hell... I'm going to go to Denny's with Meja to talk about this and other things that have been bothering me lately.
LOVE
Christine
Today, the email from Johnny's brother Phil was upseting. "Jon says he loves you and he misses you. He hopes once he gets out of jail you guys can start over and start your life together. He said he's sorry for letting you down again."
Blah... What am I supposed to do with this... My head tells me one thing and my heart tells me something completely different. I don't know what to do. He says he'll change, of course he says he'll change. And I want to believe him. My heart wants to believe him. My head keeps telling me not to believe him.
I don't know what to think or what to do... I guess I can wait until he gets out of jail to see what he has to say.
I feel like hell... I'm going to go to Denny's with Meja to talk about this and other things that have been bothering me lately.
LOVE
Christine