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[lilyellowduck2]

i'm sick of vermont, and i'm sick of unhappiness. i've had nothing but misfortune since coming back up here. and i know i bitch a lot in my livejournal but honestly, it's the only thing i've got up here. so bear with me and if you don't like it, don't read it. it just seems like nothing goes my way up here. every time i think something is going

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[q30jewluva]

So you've heard the glass half empty thing right? Optimists see it half full, Pessimists see it half empty...and my personal favorite...engineers see a poorly designed glass.

Me thinks you have a poorly designed glass, and I don't mean the state of Vermont, I mean your outlook. (Because I don't want to call you a pessimist)

There are different ways to look at ALL of the above. While Zach may not be working out for now, You DID however briefly get to connect with someone great, and who knows, it could rekindle down the road if you don't totally write it off. Try calling JEN...offer to drop by and help her with the baby...she just gave birth, I'm sure she's swamped, don't wait for her to reach out to you. And as far as clinic goes...it's a B...you were scared they were going to fail you, and last I checked B is above average, it's not so bad, really.

You're holding it all up to too high a standard...and while I'm always here to talk, if you insist on seeing everything one way, I can't really help with that.

[lilyellowduck2]

thanks, i know i'm not usually a pessimist but for some reason last night i just got fed up with it all and felt like bitching. sometimes i feel like the one person in the crowd trying to go in the other direction and everyone keeps shoving me around without any regard for my progress, or lack thereof. i know vermont is not to blame, it just feels like everything goes wrong up here. but if i really sit back and think about it, there's still a lot of good, i just wasn't focusing on it last night. i needed something to bitch about and i did. i feel better now and once i get over this Zach thing i'll be back to normal me. if i need you i know you'll be there and i thank you for that. you're the best!