May 19, 2008 22:55
super long ass day, i'm tired, i'm cranky, and just all around not in a good mood. at least i have tomorrow off. i just want to shut my brain off for a while. i've been focusing too much on the "what ifs" of things that need to stop clouding my thoughts. i need to get over this, but for some reason it keeps coming back like that annoying bug buzzing in your ear that won't go away no matter how many times you swat it. it's uncontrollable. and it's driving me insane, just when i think i'm good, that i'll be able to beat this thing and get on with my life it boomerangs back around and i'm suddenly feeling shitty again. i think random things set me off, a certain song, a certain place, maybe something pops into my head, but whatever it is, i need it to stop. i can't keep doing this. my emotions can't take the rollercoaster ride anymore, they want OFF.
but enough. in other news i finally broke down and bought the new Venus Embrace razor today since i had a 4 dollar off coupon and i really wanted to try it. with the coupon it was 6 bucks and change, and came with an extra cartridge. so after my run i jumped in the shower and razor and shaving cream in hand, took it for a test drive. and let me tell you, it was AMAZING! my legs have never felt so smooth with one swipe EVER! i'm now totally in love with a razor and not ashamed to say it. aside from that though there isn't much new in my life. i had class again tonight, which was pure hell, there's a kid in my class who i swear just loves to hear himself talk. he's beyond annoying and one of these days i'm going to just tell him to shut the fuck up. if someone else doesn't do it before me that is, even the teacher is getting fed up with him and it's only the second class. i can tell it's going to be an interesting term. but in good news no class next Monday due to Memorial day so no having to deal with mr. talks-too-much.
but speaking of talking to much, i really need to get to bed. it's getting late and i've been up far too long. so i bid you all adieu. and sweet dreams... lets hope i have some too...
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