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tomorrow is going to be hell. my sister has a father-daughter dance. my father promised he'd go...minor glitch: he's been in the hospital twice just this week alone because he has pneumonia and fluids gathering around his lungs and he needed his system flushed. so, i offered to take her and now that i think about it, it sounds like a horrible idea. i mean, not only am i not her father, i'm not even a parent. i'm her sister, and i thought i could pull off a father-daughter dance. what kind of drugs do you have to be on to think such a thing. i cannot fathom the amounts of looks we're gonna get. i feel horrible for her. all the other girls will be with their daddies and she's gonna have only me. thats not fair. i dont know what to do to make this easier on her. i really dont. i can't replace dad for her; i can't even begin to try. i'm in over my head...