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I sit here thinking about earlier and I wonder how much he really loves me. A little over 2 years of marriage and the sex is still great, but does he still love me? While he was in Iraq, I got the most beautiful letters. It was re-reading those very same letters last week that had me writing him one, just because I missed that part of us. But there has been no reciprocation of said letter, just some really great sex. And now thinking about it, I wonder if he did get the card I sent to him and he responded with sex this evening. Don't get me wrong, I love having sex with him, but I want more. Do I have to tell him this? Why should I have to tell him? I guess I'll just have to question him about it and gauge his answer with my heart. I don't want to have to ask him to show me love outside of sex.