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Bueno friends, what's new?
I've been missing in action for quite some time and a lot of things have happened. I got a car!! Woohooo!! I am now the proud owner of a 2010 Nissan Rogue. It's in my name so no one can take it away bitches! But that also means the hefty monthly payment is all mine to make. But really? That will be the happiest money I spend because I love my car and it equals freedom in my world.
Last Saturday I finally got my benefits from work taking me on full time. It means I only have to pay $5 for my phone bill, and I get health insurance!! Whoop-dee-dooo!! I haven't had proper healthcare since I graduated college in 2008. So those things are extremely positive. I also found out my first vacations will be in late December for 3 weeks. Yeah, yeaaaaaah! Christmas off?? What are the odds?
Good things have come my way, they certainly have! I'm looking forward to my 25th birthday while dreading it a bit :P But I am ready I think, to feel older and like I need to start getting my shizzah together. My best friend is getting married in 13 days...oh goodness so soon!...and everything is looking good for that event.
Really, I am thankful for all that is going right in my life. I could and SHOULD be more so though. I need to focus on myself and all that is going right. There are only two aspects of my life going awry....boys and family. =/
Edmundo, el hombre que me cambio para siempre la vida entra y sale de ella como gusto y gana le da. Es un cabron pq sabe que lo amo, sabe que tiene demasiados sentimientos por mi y eso le asusta. Pq no quiere estar con nadie. Pq una mujer le hizo dano y pq quiere joder. Fucking 30 anos y todavia no sienta cabeza. Me dice veintemil cosas que me dan ganas de esperarlo. Que yo soy la pareja perfecta, que si soy la persona mas pura que ha conocido. Pero tambien es biiiiien claro, no quiere estar con nadie which translates en que no quiere estar conmigo. Quiero arrancarmelo del corazon. Parar de pensar en el y de preocuparme por el pero es casi imposible.
Anyway...my family is feeling the strain of me having moved to my grandpa's. It's hard for them not to see me and I feel torn in two.
I'm so tired, so bloody weary and tired of everything.
But what the fuck? I have so much good going on. I need to focus on that.
I'm going to be happy make no mistake.
To do list:
Occupy mind so as not to think of he who shall not be named.
Get busy at the Gym, you will go at least 4 times a week. NO MORE EXCUSES!!!
Get my butt in gear at work and get a promotion because I am THAT cool.
Focus on Karina's Wedding
Focus on helping Dana with her 26th Bday,
Focus on planning MY 25th birthday
Continue being spectacular =P
Anywho, how are all of you??
I've been missing in action for quite some time and a lot of things have happened. I got a car!! Woohooo!! I am now the proud owner of a 2010 Nissan Rogue. It's in my name so no one can take it away bitches! But that also means the hefty monthly payment is all mine to make. But really? That will be the happiest money I spend because I love my car and it equals freedom in my world.
Last Saturday I finally got my benefits from work taking me on full time. It means I only have to pay $5 for my phone bill, and I get health insurance!! Whoop-dee-dooo!! I haven't had proper healthcare since I graduated college in 2008. So those things are extremely positive. I also found out my first vacations will be in late December for 3 weeks. Yeah, yeaaaaaah! Christmas off?? What are the odds?
Good things have come my way, they certainly have! I'm looking forward to my 25th birthday while dreading it a bit :P But I am ready I think, to feel older and like I need to start getting my shizzah together. My best friend is getting married in 13 days...oh goodness so soon!...and everything is looking good for that event.
Really, I am thankful for all that is going right in my life. I could and SHOULD be more so though. I need to focus on myself and all that is going right. There are only two aspects of my life going awry....boys and family. =/
Edmundo, el hombre que me cambio para siempre la vida entra y sale de ella como gusto y gana le da. Es un cabron pq sabe que lo amo, sabe que tiene demasiados sentimientos por mi y eso le asusta. Pq no quiere estar con nadie. Pq una mujer le hizo dano y pq quiere joder. Fucking 30 anos y todavia no sienta cabeza. Me dice veintemil cosas que me dan ganas de esperarlo. Que yo soy la pareja perfecta, que si soy la persona mas pura que ha conocido. Pero tambien es biiiiien claro, no quiere estar con nadie which translates en que no quiere estar conmigo. Quiero arrancarmelo del corazon. Parar de pensar en el y de preocuparme por el pero es casi imposible.
Anyway...my family is feeling the strain of me having moved to my grandpa's. It's hard for them not to see me and I feel torn in two.
I'm so tired, so bloody weary and tired of everything.
But what the fuck? I have so much good going on. I need to focus on that.
I'm going to be happy make no mistake.
To do list:
Occupy mind so as not to think of he who shall not be named.
Get busy at the Gym, you will go at least 4 times a week. NO MORE EXCUSES!!!
Get my butt in gear at work and get a promotion because I am THAT cool.
Focus on Karina's Wedding
Focus on helping Dana with her 26th Bday,
Focus on planning MY 25th birthday
Continue being spectacular =P
Anywho, how are all of you??