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Its been a while... for a lot of things. Im thinking about a lot of things. Mostly him. And his terror-attitude and hypocrisy. He offends and espects me to love him for it. on the flip side hes so loving, as loving as one of his nature can be. and i always find a way to antagonize him... tho i dont mean to. But i can only take so much pressure before i crack.
in essence it comes to this: in the begining we were allies and our strength came from the fact that we worked together. Now its just a struggle for power and i cant take it. i dont want to compete with my mate for head of house. i want what we usted to have. but is it still there? Im sure it is. but hes so angry with me and i dont know... hes very bipolar. up and down. first its "i love you" then its some random bull shit about killing Junior or me being evil or something.
i know im not the best, but neither is he. that ass hole. i love him but i cant help wanting to punch him in the face.
in essence it comes to this: in the begining we were allies and our strength came from the fact that we worked together. Now its just a struggle for power and i cant take it. i dont want to compete with my mate for head of house. i want what we usted to have. but is it still there? Im sure it is. but hes so angry with me and i dont know... hes very bipolar. up and down. first its "i love you" then its some random bull shit about killing Junior or me being evil or something.
i know im not the best, but neither is he. that ass hole. i love him but i cant help wanting to punch him in the face.