Life... and things like it.
So being a mother is awsome. Like the easiest job EVER. I really enjoy having my little guy with me all the time. He is changing and growing and with every passing day, his looks shift from meish to antish. He even looks a little like our brothers (i think he totally looks like a baby Sebas).
Speaking of brothers, his little one, Matt, just moved back to Tome from the Phillipines with his wife Mara and Andre and Abby. Andre is 3 but he looks like hes 5 already. Tall and lean with beautiful long hair. And Abby is just beautiful. 6ish months... i think. Andrea went to go see Adam yesterday. I think she took the boys with her, Brett and Brad. Im really glad he has family close to his age. Andre is 3, Brett is 1, Abby is about 6 mos, and Brad is 3.5 mos. Also, all my friends have kids, Denise has Eryk (3), Danielle has Katelyn (1), Erica has Danien (8mos), and Summer is haveing Wynter in January.
My only real concern as of late is Anthony. Hes getting crazier. All those years of hardcore drug use has finally caught up to him. He sees people that arent there and hears voices that arent there. He has manic episodes all the damn time. Hes up and happy, then crashes into down and depressed (which really sucks cus i get to hear how terrible a whatever i am), the zupes up again. its a weekly cycle. I really hate it because i begin to feel as though he doesnt love me or care about me any more. Then I worry that he hates our son. But i realize he doesnt hate either of us, and despite him pushing me away, he does want me and moreso need me. He doesnt get violent or anything. But he can sure be hella rude if he wants to.
I've been trying to become a better house wife with the cleaning and cooking and cleaning. Im a great mother. I bathe and feed and change him. Like i said, motherhood is easy. at least its my beliefe that this is the easy time, it just gets more challenging. I like to chuckle to my self when moms try to fool themselves that the infant baby part will someday pass and a child that can move about and talk will be "easier". Hello! This IS the easy part. But i like to laugh... its funny.
Everything is really wonderful. I just need to adjust and improve.
and it must be a good day cus were having a yard sale and we have sold 2 suites, a mini fridge, and a table with chairs and have already made 250$. it is a good day.
Speaking of brothers, his little one, Matt, just moved back to Tome from the Phillipines with his wife Mara and Andre and Abby. Andre is 3 but he looks like hes 5 already. Tall and lean with beautiful long hair. And Abby is just beautiful. 6ish months... i think. Andrea went to go see Adam yesterday. I think she took the boys with her, Brett and Brad. Im really glad he has family close to his age. Andre is 3, Brett is 1, Abby is about 6 mos, and Brad is 3.5 mos. Also, all my friends have kids, Denise has Eryk (3), Danielle has Katelyn (1), Erica has Danien (8mos), and Summer is haveing Wynter in January.
My only real concern as of late is Anthony. Hes getting crazier. All those years of hardcore drug use has finally caught up to him. He sees people that arent there and hears voices that arent there. He has manic episodes all the damn time. Hes up and happy, then crashes into down and depressed (which really sucks cus i get to hear how terrible a whatever i am), the zupes up again. its a weekly cycle. I really hate it because i begin to feel as though he doesnt love me or care about me any more. Then I worry that he hates our son. But i realize he doesnt hate either of us, and despite him pushing me away, he does want me and moreso need me. He doesnt get violent or anything. But he can sure be hella rude if he wants to.
I've been trying to become a better house wife with the cleaning and cooking and cleaning. Im a great mother. I bathe and feed and change him. Like i said, motherhood is easy. at least its my beliefe that this is the easy time, it just gets more challenging. I like to chuckle to my self when moms try to fool themselves that the infant baby part will someday pass and a child that can move about and talk will be "easier". Hello! This IS the easy part. But i like to laugh... its funny.
Everything is really wonderful. I just need to adjust and improve.
and it must be a good day cus were having a yard sale and we have sold 2 suites, a mini fridge, and a table with chairs and have already made 250$. it is a good day.