Life...amazing...yet confusing...
Well i know Gideon is going to read this...so it thought that i would say some stuff. At first i didnt know what i wanted because i had just gotten over with Doug and my relationship. But then Nick came into the picture...then other stuff. After this weekend. I really strted to like him. I feel like i am totally having to pick a guy over a guy and i cant do that. They are both so different. Doug is awesome in his own way, same with Gideon! I dont know what to do. I just need to relax for now. I mean...i do have to think about the stuff about Lee too! i mean he is amazing also and when he gets home...i swear i want to never leave his side. I love that guy so much more than anything i could ever imagine. He is so awesome. AHHHHH! i miss him like crazy....cant stop thinking about him...hmm...need to slepe ....and download Yahoo...laterz