Everything little thing i do...
Well today was quite odd. Yeah, well...hmm where to start...
I made Lee a reall cute tape...yeah it is pretty awesome! i love it...
But anyways...Giddeon called me and we ended up going out to the Sizzler and hanging out at mitchells. Yes we held hands and flirted and we talked a lot. We talked about his ex and doug. We both talked about how hard it was at first. And like...i dunno. He is such a sweetheart. He held the doors open for me and opened and close the car door and like said how girls should be treated and it was so awesome. I dont know though. I mean he really is a total sweetie. I mean. I would love him to death. but i cant right now. I love Doug so much and i am totally not over him. Giddeon would totally be a rebound and i dont want him to be that because he is such a sweetie. I mean, he deserves someone so much better than me. I am not ready yet, and him and his ex were together for 10 months and they broke up this week, i dont think he is quite ready either. I am so confused. i think right now i just really need to talk to Doug and ask him if we are going ot get back together. I mean i deserve to know. I love him to death. i dont know...i just really miss him. And if we arent going to get back together than i need to get over him before i get involved with anyone else. do you think that is stupid? I mean i really like Giddeon but not right now. He wanted to meet my mom and Jaden and i thought it was the cutest thing. But i really need to get over doug before i go out with another guy!
I made Lee a reall cute tape...yeah it is pretty awesome! i love it...
But anyways...Giddeon called me and we ended up going out to the Sizzler and hanging out at mitchells. Yes we held hands and flirted and we talked a lot. We talked about his ex and doug. We both talked about how hard it was at first. And like...i dunno. He is such a sweetheart. He held the doors open for me and opened and close the car door and like said how girls should be treated and it was so awesome. I dont know though. I mean he really is a total sweetie. I mean. I would love him to death. but i cant right now. I love Doug so much and i am totally not over him. Giddeon would totally be a rebound and i dont want him to be that because he is such a sweetie. I mean, he deserves someone so much better than me. I am not ready yet, and him and his ex were together for 10 months and they broke up this week, i dont think he is quite ready either. I am so confused. i think right now i just really need to talk to Doug and ask him if we are going ot get back together. I mean i deserve to know. I love him to death. i dont know...i just really miss him. And if we arent going to get back together than i need to get over him before i get involved with anyone else. do you think that is stupid? I mean i really like Giddeon but not right now. He wanted to meet my mom and Jaden and i thought it was the cutest thing. But i really need to get over doug before i go out with another guy!