It's been 2 long months since I took a good look in the mirror
Why do I even bother trying when in the end I know it doesn't matter anyway? (tm: Just Missed the Train)
One of the worst feelings is when you're spending time with someone but you know they're distracted and thinking of a bunch of other stuff they'd rather be doing or a bunch of other people they'd rather be spending their time with.
I wish I knew why everything's so hard anymore. Getting up, accomplishing work, feeling happy. There are times when I'm happy because I feel like I finally have a real life...one filled with smiles and laughter and girl talk and hugs and movies and random adventures. But in the next instant it's like I was never even there, and I just silently watch those same scenes unfold with other people in them.
And I wish I could ask the questions I so desperately seek the answers to.
One of the worst feelings is when you're spending time with someone but you know they're distracted and thinking of a bunch of other stuff they'd rather be doing or a bunch of other people they'd rather be spending their time with.
I wish I knew why everything's so hard anymore. Getting up, accomplishing work, feeling happy. There are times when I'm happy because I feel like I finally have a real life...one filled with smiles and laughter and girl talk and hugs and movies and random adventures. But in the next instant it's like I was never even there, and I just silently watch those same scenes unfold with other people in them.
And I wish I could ask the questions I so desperately seek the answers to.