Sep 20, 2005 02:20
Damn i've been working sooo much.. I soo have to tell a story its soo funny.. So I went out after work on saturday i met the girls (and Ric) up at shoots yes it was fun... So yeah i had two girls ask for my number and than we leave and i stop at Taco bell because I LOVE TO EAT!! and i pick up a guy BUT HIS GAY!!!!! why??? oo and than we are driving back to heathers house and some guy calls me named Dave (NO CLUE don't know anyone named Dave) and we start talking on the phone swears he met me like 6 weeks ago but don't memeber it.. SURE i know i didn't met anyone because i haven't been anywhere.. Crazy shit... so yeah now i talk to him like once a day crazy huh... i can't belive that how is it i can pick up GIRLS AND GAY GUYS but not stright guys you know one i WANT HEHE oh yeah and my RS is hot and wants me but his MARRIED shit isn't right what the fuck... so yeah my life is pretty crazy.. what else.. oh shit i get to hang out with Jeremy and NO his not gay or married but we don't date either so wow i'm doing something wrong huh... Maybe i really do need help they aren't lying to me... so mmmm...
HI TODD!! MISS YOU!! WHY DON'T WE HANG OUT??? AM I NOT COOL ENOUGH??? J/K LOVE YA HUN!!!
Well i've really been thinking alot of the friends i made up at ferris and DAMN DO I MISS THEM!! i don't understand but for real i wish i would of never moved back home because i would most likley have SOOOOO much fun up there with everyone... i can remeber the old times and man do i miss them.. not tring to be mean or anything because i LOVE being home and HANGING with my friends here and shit.. We have a blast just chillin and its cool.
but i can just see how much my life would be different.. I would have sooo much school done and making soo much money...
i know its wrong to think of it that way but damn... i love being around the friends here and taking care of grandpa and shit but shouldn't i do things for myself once in awhile.... i don't know let me and fucking ran away....
Well I miss EVERYONE FROM FERRIS SOO MUCH SEEING ALL THE FUN TIMES I'VE MISSED KILLS ME SOO MUCH!! JUST SO YOU ALL KNOW YOUR IN MY THOUGHTS AND I REALLY DO MISS YOU ALL!!!
JUST SO ALL MY WONDER FRIENDS HERE KNOW I DO LOVE YOU ALL AND LOVE HANGING OUT!! I WOULDN'T CHANGE THINGS FOR THE WORLD YOU ALL MEAN SO MUCH TO ME!! BELIVE ME WITH OUT YOU ALL I WOULDN'T BE WHO I AM TODAY.. THANK YOU ALL SOO MUCH!!
Love
NIKKI
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