GRRRR
Well last night kinda sucked... I think i still have a best friend as far as i know i do hehehe... no i do but things are just crazy between us right now i'm sure they'll work there way back to normal soon :)... anyways...
WHATS UP TODD!! I KNOW YOU MISS ME!! When we going to chill??
mmm work is going pretty good. I have a cool RS and his hot but married so i have to keep hands off grrr.. umm i talked to brian today it was sad but sooo nice to hear his voice... Wish he would change his mind and move back home but he won't.. He doesn't like it here. Sometimes i wonder how different things would be in my life if Branden was still here you know.. Thinking about it makes me sad.. damn i soo have to work tomorrow yeah not till like 2:30 but i still have to work. i get out at 6:30 so its not that bad i guess.... but i have to work for the next like 9 days how gay is that.. my aunt Trians party is coming up soon don't think i'm going to stay up there it all depands. Amber is going to be having her baby soon.. I CAN'T WAIT!! SO EXCITIED! Kim had her baby today sooo cute :) i hope everything works out for her. Shes like a little sister to me. Maybe i should stop up there tomorrow and see her and the baby that might make her feel better who knows... i think she'll make a great mom..
Shit i know my AMBER is going to make one hell of a mom so no worries there baby heheh. damn i miss that girl. i wish she would of called me so i could of went and see her today but no call :( makes me sad..... i might go see sage for a min tomorrow. who knows... I got to call Sarah when i get out of work and maybe go get some dinner and have a drink with her that well be GREAT damn i miss that girl... we soooo use to live together how crazy is that shit... the good old days :) hehe
mmm... i wish i could just pack up and move away and start all over again does anyone ever wish that.. things seem so crazy right now. i don't really know why my life isn't the way i thought it would be. I'm 21 and i don't even know what i really want to do with my life so that sucks... ummm i only have one year of college under me thats gay... no kids thank god my sister has them for me or my friends hehehe damn i love all them kids soooo much...
I think i'm in one of my moods today not a bad mood but not a good mood you know... who knows i'm crazy... i almost in the mood where i feel like i have no friends and no one to talk to anymore.. don't worry i know deep down inseide thats not true but it is how i feel sometimes...
I just hate it so much when you say one things to someone and they go and run and tell someone else what you say and it gets shit turned around and than everyone that you know is talking shit i don't understand the shit.. whats up with this world for real.. well i guess i'm going to go outside where it is so fliping cold and see whats going on for a min and maybe than take off i could sleep i guess... well i'm out peace :)
love much NIKKI
HI TODD!!!!!!!! :)
WHATS UP TODD!! I KNOW YOU MISS ME!! When we going to chill??
mmm work is going pretty good. I have a cool RS and his hot but married so i have to keep hands off grrr.. umm i talked to brian today it was sad but sooo nice to hear his voice... Wish he would change his mind and move back home but he won't.. He doesn't like it here. Sometimes i wonder how different things would be in my life if Branden was still here you know.. Thinking about it makes me sad.. damn i soo have to work tomorrow yeah not till like 2:30 but i still have to work. i get out at 6:30 so its not that bad i guess.... but i have to work for the next like 9 days how gay is that.. my aunt Trians party is coming up soon don't think i'm going to stay up there it all depands. Amber is going to be having her baby soon.. I CAN'T WAIT!! SO EXCITIED! Kim had her baby today sooo cute :) i hope everything works out for her. Shes like a little sister to me. Maybe i should stop up there tomorrow and see her and the baby that might make her feel better who knows... i think she'll make a great mom..
Shit i know my AMBER is going to make one hell of a mom so no worries there baby heheh. damn i miss that girl. i wish she would of called me so i could of went and see her today but no call :( makes me sad..... i might go see sage for a min tomorrow. who knows... I got to call Sarah when i get out of work and maybe go get some dinner and have a drink with her that well be GREAT damn i miss that girl... we soooo use to live together how crazy is that shit... the good old days :) hehe
mmm... i wish i could just pack up and move away and start all over again does anyone ever wish that.. things seem so crazy right now. i don't really know why my life isn't the way i thought it would be. I'm 21 and i don't even know what i really want to do with my life so that sucks... ummm i only have one year of college under me thats gay... no kids thank god my sister has them for me or my friends hehehe damn i love all them kids soooo much...
I think i'm in one of my moods today not a bad mood but not a good mood you know... who knows i'm crazy... i almost in the mood where i feel like i have no friends and no one to talk to anymore.. don't worry i know deep down inseide thats not true but it is how i feel sometimes...
I just hate it so much when you say one things to someone and they go and run and tell someone else what you say and it gets shit turned around and than everyone that you know is talking shit i don't understand the shit.. whats up with this world for real.. well i guess i'm going to go outside where it is so fliping cold and see whats going on for a min and maybe than take off i could sleep i guess... well i'm out peace :)
love much NIKKI
HI TODD!!!!!!!! :)